Day 6 no contact. Yesterday I was shaking it rough a bit. I woke up this morning to that same damn feeling in my stomach. But then I thought that this is getting stupid. I was shaking it rough because I was thinking that she’s going to come back and everyone knows how those thoughts go. Anyway, then I though no screw her, she’s the one losing out not me. Even if she comes back I’m not getting back together with her. So I got up, went to work, went grocery shopping. Cleaned up the house. Next I’m going clothing shopping. After that to the gym. Me caring seems to come and go. But I want it gone forever. Find someone better.