I am broken - Marriage Decision Must be Made

[Reyaj]

You are a low smv male, about to marry a low smv female. Your lack of composure confirms every suspicion.

That doesn't mean you can't be happy. There are plenty of low smv people, the vast majority. A lot of them are happy. It's because they've found satisfaction in areas other than bedding as many hot women as possible. But that's the problem. You are a horse jockey who wants to play in the nba. Optimism is good as long as it's tempered with some connection to reality, which is where you fail miserably.

I've bedded attractive women before. Most were not good LTR material. My GF is beautiful but gained some weight... I guess that's unheard of.

Its hard to communicate with someone like you who doesn't really live in reality and uses these acronyms to substantiate your supposed knowledge of the game and women. Like I offered you earlier, feel free to message me if you need some help in losing your virginity.

 

[Reyaj]

I've decided to do it.

Bring on the negative responses! lol

 

[sosousage]

So u want to marry fat chick for her money and to continue seeing thingirlz?

 

[thelad]

fat women are more likely to abuse you especially if they earn more money than you and marry you. they sure as hell won't let you go cos you validated her with her big ass. although make sure she pays A LOT. and be smart about it. unless she's smarter than you.my two cents.

 

[glass half full]

Nothing sounds good or desirable about this. Wish I'd not read it.

 

[stevieLA]

A lot of men these days have few or no options. In such cases, I say fvck it, marry the fat *****. It's either that, or no pvssy at all.

 

[mrgoodstuff]

A lot of men these days have few or no options. In such cases, I say fvck it, marry the fat *****. It's either that, or no pvssy at all.

You dont have to marry her. Fvck her if you have no puzzy.

 

[Reyaj]

lol I'll be leaving this forum for a bit. Time interact with people who aren't delusional and actually live in the real present day world.

 

[stevieLA]

As of right now I am planning to propose to her soon. I think the security she provides outweighs the superficial issues I have with her. But I can't help but want to try and bed other women... or even romance them... I don't know I have some kind of issue... like I feel validated when I go for a girl I like and she likes me back. There is just so much crap women out there that my girl really has a lot of good qualities.

What is my alternative? Hope to find a thinner girl who is as great? I've dated so many girls to appreciate when I have one that is quality. The cognitive dissonance is so strong though, how am I going to stop chasing other women?



I want both that's the problem....and I can't have it.... I am confused.. What is everyone saying to do dump her? Then what... deal with constant frustration from the abundance of "quality" women we have out there today lol.. I mean sometimes I think I should just focus on my business but I feel like she is the one good decision I've made in my life... I am so fvcked up please tell me more insight man.. at least you mentioned cognitive dissonance which is exactly what is messing me up right now



Again with this ethnic crap... I'm fvcking white you moron not that it should matter.

What is your SMV man? 1.5? This whole SMV crap is an excuse for you all to feel better about the fact that you are alone... it justifies it for you. How about actually connecting with someone and being vulnerable? Ohhhhh no fvck that! Go read another manosphere book you fvcking robot. Or maybe 69 with your butt buddy mr. goodstuff who likes all your posts lol

I don't think you should dump her. You're happy with her. You say she has positive qualities.

If you flirt with other women while you are in a relationship with no intent or plans to actually follow through that's par for the course.

It sounds like you've been honest. I don't know why or if others are beating you up for it. Just ignore it and do what's right for you.

 

[stevieLA]

Try saying the same things that you said in your original post to someone in the real world and see how fast youre ostracized for life LMAO, scum of the Earth

I think a normal, non-sociopath would be pretty sympathetic to what he's saying. It's not stuff you'd reveal to someone you just met. But to a confidante, someone with some integrity you could trust, yes, you could.

I skimmed through it: fat girl, he likes her, wants to cheat on her, crazy debt, unhappy, 40. OK, I change my mind, he does sound a bit scummy lol.

 

[Reyaj]

Try saying the same things that you said in your original post to someone in the real world and see how fast youre ostracized for life LMAO, scum of the Earth

LMAO you're so cool man! 5,329 likes on here I bow to your greatness.

Lol fvcking tool

 

[Reyaj]

I think a normal, non-sociopath would be pretty sympathetic to what he's saying. It's not stuff you'd reveal to someone you just met. But to a confidante, someone with some integrity you could trust, yes, you could.

I skimmed through it: fat girl, he likes her, wants to cheat on her, crazy debt, unhappy, 40. OK, I change my mind, he does sound a bit scummy lol.

This is mostly incorrect but I wouldn't expect most people on here to read something on here objectively. I mention she gained weight and that becomes the fixation.. I can almost guarantee she is more attractive then most of the girls anyone has here... actually I take that back most people on here are single and need to tell themselves they are by choice. Having a preponderance of "likes" justifies their existence. As far as the debt, I probably make more money than most of you too, so that is something I can conquer.

The only accurate part is the cheating... I am attracted to women, shoot me. What most of you morons don't value is that what I write on here is actually legit. You probably can learn more from it than those who just write on here for effect and "likes" to substantiate their purpose. If you ever notice I don't post on here regularly, I have a life which supersedes a forum where a bunch of people struggling with women come to.

 

[Reyaj]

Have fun humiliating yourself with your fat wife

Wow, the comeback of the year! lol I'd rather have fun humiliating myself banging your wvhore mother, I can't think of doing too many things lower than that

 

[stevieLA]

So, marry the fat fvck. If she was actually hot, you wouldn't be whining like a suicidal b1tch on this forum.

The reality is, you're a loser. Mountains of debt, about to marry a fattie, middle aged, throwing wild tantrums on this forum whenever anyone replies to you even though you're begging for advice (more like whimpering for sympathy like a beat dog). Walk away from this forum or keep trolling it, you'll still be the same loser either way.

 

[SoSuave666]

OP is behaving like a woman. Both on this forum and I assume in life as well. Sad to see.

 

[Reyaj]

So, marry the fat fvck. If she was actually hot, you wouldn't be whining like a suicidal b1tch on this forum.

The reality is, you're a loser. Mountains of debt, about to marry a fattie, middle aged, throwing wild tantrums on this forum whenever anyone replies to you even though you're begging for advice (more like whimpering for sympathy like a beat dog). Walk away from this forum or keep trolling it, you'll still be the same loser either way.

You don't have to use your 2nd account to respond to help support your reply dude, this forum is filled with other delusional losers who will do that for you. At least be smart enough to use an account that doesn't also have an "LA" reference in it. I can tell you graduated at the top of your class

But Yes I sure am a loser... I'm about to marry a pretty girl 10 years younger than me that has a successful career and good family values. Some delusional loser with multiple accounts having "LA" in it on a internet forum thinks she's a "fat fvck" because I said she gained weight in our relationship. I freely admit I have debt, and I equally admit I have a good job that will allow me to rectify it. I am sorry I can't be as successful as you are on here with all those 'likes' man. You must get more ass than a toilet seat, I'm very jealous!

Lol now stfu and stop interrupting me and your mom

 

[stevieLA]

You don't have to use your 2nd account to respond to help support your reply dude, this forum is filled with other delusional losers who will do that for you. At least be smart enough to use an account that doesn't also have an "LA" reference in it. I can tell you graduated at the top of your class

But Yes I sure am a loser... I'm about to marry a pretty girl 10 years younger than me that has a successful career and good family values. Some delusional loser with multiple accounts having "LA" in it on a internet forum thinks she's a "fat fvck" because I said she gained weight in our relationship. I freely admit I have debt, and I equally admit I have a good job that will allow me to rectify it. I am sorry I can't be as successful as you are on here with all those 'likes' man. You must get more ass than a toilet seat, I'm very jealous!

Lol now stfu and stop interrupting me and your mom

Enjoy your debt, fat tub of goo you call a girlfriend and worthless life.

 

[BeExcellent]

@Reyaj, life is about choices. With any choice you give up other choices, those are opportunity costs.

You are until recently on the fence, weighing choices and opportunity costs.

About the weight issue. Consider this. Does she eat the same things & same portions as you? Chances are she can’t or she will indeed gain weight. My BF likes me to eat with him whenever he gets hungry and enjoy the meal same as he does. Like your girl I’m a good cook. He outweighs me by 100lbs (he’s 218, I’m 118), and I can’t intake the same amount of food or weight starts to gain. He understands this but doesn’t always like it. But he loves that I make staying fit/hot a priority. And I’m 50, and had 3 children.

Here are some suggestions about the weight so you guys can tackle that together. It seems to me if she takes care of the weight issue your desire for her would rebound and your desire for “thinner” would mitigate to a degree.

1. Have a chat about the weight. You owe it to both of you & need to be honest WITH HER that it’s an issue.
2. Understand it may be *what* she is eating alongside how much. I eat a keto/paleo diet and have for years. I rarely eat bread, grain, pasta, or soda. I don’t eat dairy except heavy cream & cheese (fat is OK). Carbs are the enemy and if you eat carbs they need to come with fiber (e.g. fruit rather than cereal).
3. If she has your children encourage her to watch her weight closely during pregnancy and strongly encourage her to breastfeed. Breastfeeding creates a caloric deficit and will help reduce her body weight after delivery. I went from 120lbs to 155lbs with each pregnancy and was back down to pre pregnancy weight within months because I breastfed and I was disciplined in my own food consumption.
4. Both of you should weigh daily. Nude, first thing in the morning after you pee and before you eat or drink anything. Weight can’t just jump on you unawares if you guys make this a habit.

Discipline is a theme here. If she wants to look good for you & be fit, it is a lifelong discipline.

Same goes for you. You must exercise discipline where sex/lust is concerned. Quit cheating. Commitment is a choice. If you make that choice have the integrity to yourself and to her to honor it.

My boyfriend was chatting with a wise old widow not long ago. The elderly woman said something that resonates deeply with him. She said:

“Whenever the grass on the other side of the fence looks greener it’s time to cut your own lawn.”

Think on those things and best wishes.

Cheers -BE

 

[Reyaj]

@Reyaj, life is about choices. With any choice you give up other choices, those are opportunity costs.

You are until recently on the fence, weighing choices and opportunity costs.

About the weight issue. Consider this. Does she eat the same things & same portions as you? Chances are she can’t or she will indeed gain weight. My BF likes me to eat with him whenever he gets hungry and enjoy the meal same as he does. Like your girl I’m a good cook. He outweighs me by 100lbs (he’s 218, I’m 118), and I can’t intake the same amount of food or weight starts to gain. He understands this but doesn’t always like it. But he loves that I make staying fit/hot a priority. And I’m 50, and had 3 children.

Here are some suggestions about the weight so you guys can tackle that together. It seems to me if she takes care of the weight issue your desire for her would rebound and your desire for “thinner” would mitigate to a degree.

1. Have a chat about the weight. You owe it to both of you & need to be honest WITH HER that it’s an issue.
2. Understand it may be *what* she is eating alongside how much. I eat a keto/paleo diet and have for years. I rarely eat bread, grain, pasta, or soda. I don’t eat dairy except heavy cream & cheese (fat is OK). Carbs are the enemy and if you eat carbs they need to come with fiber (e.g. fruit rather than cereal).
3. If she has your children encourage her to watch her weight closely during pregnancy and strongly encourage her to breastfeed. Breastfeeding creates a caloric deficit and will help reduce her body weight after delivery. I went from 120lbs to 155lbs with each pregnancy and was back down to pre pregnancy weight within months because I breastfed and I was disciplined in my own food consumption.
4. Both of you should weigh daily. Nude, first thing in the morning after you pee and before you eat or drink anything. Weight can’t just jump on you unawares if you guys make this a habit.

Discipline is a theme here. If she wants to look good for you & be fit, it is a lifelong discipline.

Same goes for you. You must exercise discipline where sex/lust is concerned. Quit cheating. Commitment is a choice. If you make that choice have the integrity to yourself and to her to honor it.

My boyfriend was chatting with a wise old widow not long ago. The elderly woman said something that resonates deeply with him. She said:

“Whenever the grass on the other side of the fence looks greener it’s time to cut your own lawn.”


Think on those things and best wishes.

Cheers -BE

I took a short break from here so I am just reading your post now. Definitely one of the few intelligent responses on here so thank you.

Let me address each for points....

1. Have a chat about the weight. You owe it to both of you & need to be honest WITH HER that it’s an issue.

I've referenced it many times without flat out saying explicitly, so she knows. I know this is a very sensitive topic for women so if you have any suggestions on how I can phrase it without hurting her or alienating her from me I am all ears..

2. Understand it may be *what* she is eating alongside how much. I eat a keto/paleo diet and have for years. I rarely eat bread, grain, pasta, or soda. I don’t eat dairy except heavy cream & cheese (fat is OK). Carbs are the enemy and if you eat carbs they need to come with fiber (e.g. fruit rather than cereal).

She eats healthy during the week and works out. However on the weekend she eats bad and drinks.. I feel like because she does well during the week, its ok to indulge on the weekends. However maybe this is messing her up? Regarding Keto, I've seen dramatic improvements in everyone who has tried it. Unfortunately there are too many reports on it having adverse health affects so she doesn't think its a good idea to try.

3. If she has your children encourage her to watch her weight closely during pregnancy and strongly encourage her to breastfeed. Breastfeeding creates a caloric deficit and will help reduce her body weight after delivery. I went from 120lbs to 155lbs with each pregnancy and was back down to pre pregnancy weight within months because I breastfed and I was disciplined in my own food consumption.

Definitely will do this!

4. Both of you should weigh daily. Nude, first thing in the morning after you pee and before you eat or drink anything. Weight can’t just jump on you unawares if you guys make this a habit.

I don't know about this one lol

Anyway once I get married I don't think it will be feasible for me to cheat at all.

 

[BeExcellent]

Nice to see you @Reyaj

How to bring up the weight thing. It is touchy. For men and for women. When my BF and I started dating he weighed 245 lbs. He’s almost 6’4”, so he’s a big man. However he carried his weight in his throat and his belly. He snored frightfully and would gasp for air throughout the night. His sleep apnea was obstructive and scary.

I am also dealing with my 14 year old daughter. Very tough. She got up to 156 lbs. on a 5’7” frame. That’s too heavy. She lives in an area where most women are overweight and they become overweight young. She is introverted and reserved and loves to draw. She spends hours drawing daily and she’s quite talented. But this is sedentary. Not active.

The way I approached the topic with my BF was to explain to him that losing weight will ease his sleep apnea. He will breathe better because losing weight will reduce obstruction in his airway, and this is the simplest solution he can employ to improve his health, his sleep and his longevity without expense or surgery. He has done well and currently weighs between 200 and 205 lbs.

He looks better (hotter than ever), he feels better, his snoring is remarkably improved and his sleep is better.

My daughter I’ve had to approach more delicately. I didn’t know what else to do but sit her down & tell her I’m concerned about her health, and I’m concerned about her becoming stigmatized as a “heavy girl”. That’s tough here because the vast majority of females here are fat. So fat appears normal. But in a year I am moving my girls to a much warmer, more actively inclined area where most of the high school girls are slender...and she will be a “fat girl” there. That will not be good.

For her I require her to weigh in the mornings several times a week, and I also have put her on a strict keto diet. No milk, no bread or pasta, no sugar, no sweets, no soda, no empty junk food. Primarily vegetables, fats and protein. She is already 10lbs lighter and she has embraced the discipline to stay on the regimen. If she cheats it shows on the scale because the weight loss stalls out. We have an ongoing discussion about it.

I’ve gone over body dismorphism with her, gone over the risks of diabetes and obesity, and I’ve been very loving about it. I’m concerned about her weight BECAUSE I love her and I’m not going to sit back and watch her balloon up without saying anything. She doesn’t yet care about boys, but at some point she will and I also want her to have the best opportunities she can as she enters the dating years. She is a beautiful girl, very sweet and intelligent and talented. I don’t want her weight to be a barrier to her success in any aspect of her life.

But it isn’t an easy conversation.

You can’t fear the conflict that this conversation with your fiancé will create. It will create some degree of conflict. I think it’s better to get it out on the table and wrestle with it. I myself currently weigh 110 lbs. on a 5’6” frame. I look fantastic in clothes and fantastic out of clothes. I stay disciplined because I love the way I look and to be frank I love the attention it garners.

The idea that keto is bad for you has been debunked thoroughly. Keto/paleo was the way humans ate for millennia until in recent times we learned to process foods. Milk and honey were delicacies in Biblical times...they were rarely consumed as they were rarely available. People were not gluttonous unless they were rich (and therefore plump figures were sought after...it was a sign of wealth and status in ancient times). But I digress.

All you can do is have the conversation. Help her understand that your sexual desire nature is tied to the way she keeps her appearance and her figure. You love her and you want to have desire for her for many years. You want her healthy. Tell her this. Will she be sensitive? If she is that means she is already aware it’s an issue...she just doesn’t want you to notice. You have to bring it up and face it together. You guys can then make lifestyle choices that support and encourage the discipline required to live healthy and look good. Don’t fear the conflict. If she says “how dare you???” Simply ask her if she would prefer your sexual desire for her to wane and threaten your fidelity to her. Does she want that? No? Then this is important. Period.

Good luck with it. These are not easy conversations but they are necessary. She must know your expectations and you must be true about what your needs are too.

Cheers, BE