I'm glad you read The Game and Mystery Method in the past. That's better than a lot of blue pill men. I read both Mystery Method and Roosh V's Bang. I have read other Manosphere articles, watched YouTuve videos, and read books from other authors besides Roosh and Mystery. I'm currently reading Rollo Tomassi's Players Handbook from The Rational Male series. I read the original Rational Male in the past.
I’ve never heard of a few of those, thanks for the tip.
As for last night, it went well. Not how I dreamed it would. Was our first time seeing each other since the fight and breakup. We hugged. I did the work. Her animals she adopted loved me. We sat and talked. She volunteered that she had cut things off with that guy a while back and hadn’t seen or ****ed anyone before or since. Asked if I was seeing anyone
We picked up where we left off friendship wise which did my heart some good.It took no effort to reconnect and we laughed and caught up.I could tell her walls were still up (a lot of this has to do with the fight and our past). I held eye contact, was confide and funny. Casual.
There was little in the way of flirting. I can tell she’s still emotionally **** off from everyone, something she’s very good at and always has been. I could tell she misses me.
She came up with a number of reasons to see me again. I used my time constraint and left around 9.
Couldn’t have played any different or better. And I’m leaving it at that. Anything that happens going forward will be a slow play. And let her take initiative. She has to want me. The amount of guys who are after her who she doesn’t give the time of day to, gives me a bit of hope.
But I’m not hinging my future on it or have any expectations now past this point.
I feel a bit more free this morning.