What exactly are we desiring bro? Is it the pleasure of actually bumping nice 8/10 butt cheeks that we are chasing? What is it exactly that we think we will gain? This is not a retorical question lolInteresting. I would say as I got older I lost indifference because of the sense of lost time and seeing the dating market crash. My peak indifference would probably be 27yo when I had abundance, the market was fine, and I knew I still had my prime ahead of me. Of course, all of this is because I didn't let go of my desire.
If it is the pleasure of gripping a nice azz then cant we technically just buy that? So it cant be just mere pleasure.