nicksaiz65 Odyssey

[nicksaiz65]

And she got too lit to go out(and fvck after.) I shot my shot though. It’s gonna take years of doing what AMS said to fix my Game. I need to Self Improve and spam Cold Approach. There really are no quick fixes.

I’m gonna swallow my pride and spam approach though. Using OLD as well. I need a LR 4&5. I cant just keep fvcking my LR 3 forever.

I woke up, I’m well rested, and I read through these reports from last night. Yeah, I know what I need to do. Fvck this Monk Mode feeling sorry for myself bullshyt and fvck not taking risks. Fvck not going in with the approaches and fvck getting butthurt. I should be able to live the life that everyone else lives effortlessly. Who cares if I’m still fat: Fake it Till I Make It.

Things I need to do:
1.) Take my ass over to r/nofap and see what is wrong with my body. This is truly hurting my Game
2.) Invite this bytch over, and I need to close the deal and stop bullshytting. I need to top my bytching and moaning about fvcking engaged chicks/chicks with boyfriends. My Chad friends do it all the time and they talk about how hot it is. I’m jealous, I wanna do that too! This morals shyt is dead. From now on, just like AMS and Roosh said, I have zero qualms about fvcking engaged chicks or chicks with boyfriends. I’m actually calling to set up the date now. According to Roosh Dates during the week work too(after I finish my schoolwork of course.)

I haven’t mastered the Game because I haven’t put in enough practice. My challenge to myself is to have 60 Approaches(Daygame & Nightgame combined) by the end of the semester. If I can’t even do that, I’ll never ever fvck 20 bytches.

I need to stop complaining and start approaching. I’ll never be able to “find someone I like” if I don’t Master the Cold Approach, in both Day and Nightgame.

I’m just gonna have to act as if, Take these risks, and be willing to be rejected. I’m still trying to avoid rejection after all this time. Assume Attraction. That’s the only thing that will make me the Ultimate nicksaiz65 of Dating and Life. Trying to avoid rejection is truly killing my Dating life. I need to get out there and embrace the rejection!!!

 

[nicksaiz65]

Also that bar girl never responded to my initial text. Ah well, can’t win them all I suppose

 

[nicksaiz65]

Pre-Date

Okay guys. I just called that engaged girl and set up a date with her. Honestly it was so refreshing to do it like this instead of texting back and forth. We talked on the phone for like 6 minutes and then I set the date with her. Actually using the phone as a phone like Todd V and AMS said. Crazy concept, right? And she was the one asking me “are we ever gonna hang out” so I showed high value and I knew I could call her to set the date.

But anyways, I set up the date on 6:00 on a Tuesday. I’m gonna start doing weekday dates more often, they seem nice. We’re gonna go take advantage of this Taco Tuesday. And then I’m gonna bring her back to my room to write music. Plus it’ll be a good bit of R&R for me after I finish these Monday Deadlines.

There are only 3 Acceptable Outcomes Here:
1.) I bring her back home and fvck her, even though she’s engaged(my goal obviously)
2.) I bring her back home and try to fvck, but I get stopped and can’t break her Anti-Slut Defense. I still get props cause I tried and rejection > regret
3.) I get ****blocked by her bringing friends but in that case I wasn’t gonna get the pvssy anyways. I’m gonna make a separate thread on that

I assure you all I won’t make the same mistake that I made on last week’s Tinder Date.

But considering that she has a white boyfriend and she’s told me stuff like: “I like my coffee like I like my men, black” and she kinoes me and flirts with me, I think I have a pretty good shot at this. Rejection > regret anyways.

In the meantime I’m gonna be talking to the NoFappers, working out and brushing to deal with that “I’m ugly” self esteem issue I have, and working on my school so I can make money as a programmer and pull more bytches in the Long Run.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Also I have a Cold Approach 32 to type up but I don’t really feel like doing that at the moment

 

[GrowingPains]

Long Run.

Is this capitalized why I think it is

I get ****blocked by her bringing friends but in that case I wasn’t gonna get the pvssy anyways. I’m gonna make a separate thread on that

"Don't you ever think you finna play me 'cause you playin' yo self in the loooong ruuuun"

Fire.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Is this capitalized why I think it is

"Don't you ever think you finna play me 'cause you playin' yo self in the loooong ruuuun"

Fire.

Yeah when I type these up on my phone my phone capitalizes stuff sometimes. Take that as you will haha

 

[nicksaiz65]

Yo @GrowingPains what do you do about study breaks? I usually program for 50 minutes and then I play my 3DS for 10 so I don’t go nuts. Kinda like cheat meals I suppose.

Idk how well that’s gonna carry over when I have a job though

 

[GrowingPains]

Yo @GrowingPains what do you do about study breaks? I usually program for 50 minutes and then I play my 3DS for 10 so I don’t go nuts. Kinda like cheat meals I suppose.

Idk how well that’s gonna carry over when I have a job though

Perfect.

Over time, I'd suggest doing something like reading a book, going for a walk, or stretching as they're more productive and keep you in the productive state whereas DS will just distract you and create attention residue. I practice handstands, stretch, read a book, sometimes I web surf but I'm trying to cut down on that.

In general, you need breaks to remain productive. It's like working out in the gym. I can do 280 lb squats for 5 sets of 5 with rest in-between. But could I do 25 reps of 280? Probably, I'm not sure. But I do know that the quality of my 5 sets of 5 will exceed that of 35 straight.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Perfect.

Over time, I'd suggest doing something like reading a book, going for a walk, or stretching as they're more productive and keep you in the productive state whereas DS will just distract you and create attention residue. I practice handstands, stretch, read a book, sometimes I web surf but I'm trying to cut down on that.

In general, you need breaks to remain productive. It's like working out in the gym. I can do 280 lb squats for 5 sets of 5 with rest in-between. But could I do 25 reps of 280? Probably, I'm not sure. But I do know that the quality of my 5 sets of 5 will exceed that of 35 straight.

Yeah bro. I’m making good progress on this lab. I actually picked up 3 new books today on music composition. That should help me out with my dreams as well as being a good break so I can be competent as a composer too.

Although the DS helps me not tear my hair out from this Programming and Math lol

 

[nicksaiz65]

Motivation to do my Work that I thought of:

Being a programmer will let me get money which will let me get women much more easily

If I slack off and waste time, I won't have time to go to the gym like I need to. Then I won't be able to build the body that attracts women without even doing anything

SIDENOTE:
I've been up all night just working. And I tell you what, there is no fvcking excuse for my lack of trying in the past! I have all the tools for success in life now. Books, video game cope... and if I'm tired I can just go to the gas station and get myself a pre-made iced coffee or an energy drink. Plus planned breaks and starting early. I swear, I have no fvcking excuse. I'm gonna sleep just a bit, get up, get my coffee, and get right back to work. Or an energy drink. Different tastes, same effect.

 

[Chev.Chelios]

Pre-Date

Okay guys. I just called that engaged girl and set up a date with her. Honestly it was so refreshing to do it like this instead of texting back and forth. .

bruh :,D killin it

 

[nicksaiz65]

bruh :,D killin it

I'm getting there man lol

 

[nicksaiz65]

Hey man. I'm 43, have been red pill for almost 20 years, and I still hesitate from time to time. I'm not ashamed to admit it happened just the other day. Okay, I'm a little ashamed, lol. We're all human and even Tom Brady throws an interception once in a while. (Note: I am not the Tom Brady of Sosuave.) I even beat myself up about it for a half a day, but the important thing is to take some knowledge from every mistake and apply it in the future. For me it's like a constantly running but updating program in my brain. It usually runs fine but once in a while it blinks and I have to re-code. There you go, a sports and computer analogy in one post.

Hey man! I can appreciate the analogy, especially since I just got done programming for like 7 hours last night lol.

I’ve been reading Day Bang by Roosh V(gotta start doing some Daygame) and an interesting quote he had on appreciating rejection was:
“With this rejection I’ve gained more knowledge in getting what I want. It wasn’t a rejection - it was a learning opportunity.” Combine that with outcome independence and an abundance mindset and I should be good to go.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Just wanted to post in here that my schoolwork is coming along pretty nicely. Also, every single break in my life from now on needs to be planned/timed. So much shyt to master.

...and I might not be able to eat until 4 PM today. Ugh. I don't really feel like going to the gas station to get food. But some iced coffee would be nice af to finish my work. Maybe I'll just make some if I go eat at 4?

Definitely need to work out today too

 

[marmel75]

I forgot to mention that I will most definitely be working on a personal project this summer. One of my dreams involving programming has been to make a VST soft synthesizer. I'll put it on my resume and brag about it, which will then enable me to make money by getting the credentials for a high paying job. So I'm gonna be releasing the synth for free.

I've always been interested in musical applications with my programming. I made an app in high school that randomly generated musical pieces so that people could practice their sightreading. It went to a National competition, although I didn't win. That is already on my resume.

I just want that resume clout so I'm gonna finish this synth as soon as I can. Who else is gonna have something like that on their resume?

I will give you an idea for something that I created a long time ago as a desktop application. It was a "chord generator", which basically would randomly come up with musical chord patterns that fit based on an algorithm. Users woukd put in what key they were interested in the song being in and it would then randomly generate chord patterns for them that went together based on music/mathematical rules. They could enter how many chords they wanted and some other options, etc...

FYI music and math are intimately linked together so pretty much anything musically can be expressed mathematically as well.

It was a pretty basic program and there were a lot more features I could have added. Posted it on a few music message boards back in the day and it received very positive responses from people who tried it out.

Probably would be make a good app...not sure if there is something similar already out there now but its definitely something useful and would be a worthwhile project to build for a resume.

 

[lamath]

Just wanted to post in here that my schoolwork is coming along pretty nicely. Also, every single break in my life from now on needs to be planned/timed. So much shyt to master.

...and I might not be able to eat until 4 PM today. Ugh. I don't really feel like going to the gas station to get food. But some iced coffee would be nice af to finish my work. Maybe I'll just make some if I go eat at 4?

Definitely need to work out today too

Bring some food with you, some protein bar, nuts etc very good snacks never wait that long to eat

 

[GrowingPains]

never wait that long to eat

I only been eating once a day for the past week. And I've never felt better. I'm not saying it's solely due to eating one meal a day (OMAD), but I'm definitely feeling powerful af at this point in my life and I happen to be doing OMAD among other things.

It's not gonna kill you. People fast all the time. Hunger is a mere hormone response, you can overcome it with mental fortitude. Hunger isn't even a discomfort anymore, it's just a feeling. In the back of my mind. Not nagging. Not controlling. We only get hungry every few hours because we've been eating every few hours. If you stop doing that.. you can change when you get hungry. Just like you can change the time you get tired.

There's an agenda behind almost everything in our lives if you think about it. Why would people want you to eat less food? They'd lose money. So what can they do to make you eat more food and spend more money? Tell you that it's healthy to eat 3 meals a day. Then load everything with sugar so your blood glucose levels are constantly spiking and dropping and the only way to level them is to eat more sugar. Vicious cycle if I do say so myself.

I've worked out many times while being fasted. Most notably: I played 2 30 minute soccer games after 24+ hours of fasting and squatted 280 lbs fr 5x5 + did a back workout after fasting 20ish hours. You ain't gon' die. Just gulp a fvck ton of water.

I should note that I eat a boat load in the time that I do eat.

 

[lamath]

I only been eating once a day for the past week. And I've never felt better. I'm not saying it's solely due to eating one meal a day (OMAD), but I'm definitely feeling powerful af at this point in my life and I happen to be doing OMAD among other things.

It's not gonna kill you. People fast all the time. Hunger is a mere hormone response, you can overcome it with mental fortitude. Hunger isn't even a discomfort anymore, it's just a feeling. In the back of my mind. Not nagging. Not controlling. We only get hungry every few hours because we've been eating every few hours. If you stop doing that.. you can change when you get hungry. Just like you can change the time you get tired.

There's an agenda behind almost everything in our lives if you think about it. Why would people want you to eat less food? They'd lose money. So what can they do to make you eat more food and spend more money? Tell you that it's healthy to eat 3 meals a day. Then load everything with sugar so your blood glucose levels are constantly spiking and dropping and the only way to level them is to eat more sugar. Vicious cycle if I do say so myself.

I've worked out many times while being fasted. Most notably: I played 2 30 minute soccer games after 24+ hours of fasting and squatted 280 lbs fr 5x5 + did a back workout after fasting 20ish hours. You ain't gon' die. Just gulp a fvck ton of water.

I should note that I eat a boat load in the time that I do eat.

dammmm ik i could not do that on a empty stomach, when i dont eat i get huge headache also, age might also be a factor.

Ive always been on the 6-8 meal a day when i dont follow this i get huge hunger and eat way to much afterward

 

[GrowingPains]

dammmm ik i could not do that on a empty stomach, when i dont eat i get huge headache also, age might also be a factor.

I've always been on the 6-8 meal a day when i dont follow this i get huge hunger and eat way to much afterward

The headaches are due to you crashing from not replenishing your glucose levels (it could be due to something else, I'm not a doctor). Of course fasting isn't for everyone, but only the individual can truly determine that after giving it a shot. People of all ages all around the world fast. It is hard sometimes, but it has benefits and for me those benefits out weight the costs.

You can do anything.

 

[lamath]

The headaches are due to you crashing from not replenishing your glucose levels (it could be due to something else, I'm not a doctor). Of course fasting isn't for everyone, but only the individual can truly determine that after giving it a shot. People of all ages all around the world fast. It is hard sometimes, but it has benefits and for me those benefits out weight the costs.

You can do anything.

Seems to be a new trend and lots of ppl say it work good, might try it on a slow day.