If you or anyone is interest in my case a coach made a video for me about it. It starts on minute 21:00
https://www.youtube.com/live/kZS9KK775IQ?feature=share
Anyways man I’m good , walking 30km a day since my break up and lifting 3 days a week. I miss her of course I’m human but I haven’t reached out.. it’s been 30 days no contact since the birthday msg. Mind you the birthday msg was 2 weeks after she left me. I do have some hope she comes sniffing around in a couple of months I treated her well and facked her good. Despite being a little needy towards the end I didn’t chase much or become a problem after the break up.
looking back she just wanted a fling and sex and when I put the relationships vibes out there she ended it. She was a walking red flag anyways.
I’m just living life and taking a day at the time and trying to improve my mistakes. My problem is simple, I text too much and pursue a little too much, go to woman’s house drive their car always around their life, their friends, their schedule because I have no life and that smothers women.