You’re missing the bigger point. I have no problem , and will continue not to have problems, with women wanting to have my children. The backstory to my failed marriage is not something that needs to be explained or relevant to the fact that you are 34 and still trying to figure out how to get in a woman’s pants. I had a pregnancy scare at 18. I had two kids by the time I was 34. And that was because I waited. I also take care of them, provide for them, and create every opportunity for them to learn, grow and hopefully be successful. I’m also fit, highly attractive , highly successful,intelligent and sociable. You exhibit nor do you seem to have literally any of those qualities. Nature does not want your seed. You could attempt to go impregnate someone in a Walmart setting, for sure, and that would be a natural setting for you to meet a mate of similar caliber.