nicksaiz65 Odyssey

[mrgoodstuff]

Gotcha...I was approaching it from the standpoint of actually being inside the program where you are loading or writing to a file...but yes in an OS environment that's definitely correct...at least in some...I'm pretty sure this is also the case in Windows too but not sure...

Windows now adays comtext switches. I see what your saying in an individual program... It would need threads.

 

[GrowingPains]

At this career fair, I need to be able to fake it till I make it with my demeanor. That's the only way that this is going to work. I have to be uber-confident and have things to bring to the table or I won't be making money

When is the career fair?

Does your school have a career development center? Do they do mock interviews? Do they review resume's?

Have you researched what companies will be there and what kind of work they do and what positions are available? Have you searched the internet or asked people you know what kind of questions companies like this ask? What are they looking for in a good candidate?

I've got more things you could consider but this is a place to start. Plus I gotta dash.

 

[nicksaiz65]

100% that actual coding will get you much further than reading about coding. The only way to become a better coder is by doing. Yes, you can read while you do...I check StackOverflow quite a bit and also still read up on various topics that interest me or things that I havent used in a long time to help me stay sharp with those...

As you get further into programming you'll start finding ourlt that you end up forgetting thinga that you don't use on a regular basis...not as in you forget all about them but in that you remember what to do just not always how to do it. Then once you aee it again you'll be like "Oh yeah...I remember". Its sort of like riding a bike in that manner.

Yeah I know exactly what you mean. This actually happened with that conversation about sorting algorithms that we had the other day.

I really don’t like memorizing code but unfortunately on my tests I have to write code by hand. So I don’t really know a more efficient way to study for it

 

[nicksaiz65]

The processor conversation is really interesting. I don’t really have anything to add to it though because I haven’t taken Parallel Computing yet. I think that’s like CSC 4320?

 

[nicksaiz65]

When is the career fair?

Does your school have a career development center? Do they do mock interviews? Do they review resume's?

Have you researched what companies will be there and what kind of work they do and what positions are available? Have you searched the internet or asked people you know what kind of questions companies like this ask? What are they looking for in a good candidate?

I've got more things you could consider but this is a place to start. Plus I gotta dash.

Career fair is next semester. Didn’t make it this semester due to my little incident lol. They do all of that stuff at the school. I haven’t really researched the companies though.

 

[GrowingPains]

Career fair is next semester. Didn’t make it this semester due to my little incident lol. They do all of that stuff at the school. I haven’t really researched the companies though.

Oh yeuhhhh. Plenty of time to prepare and smash that sh!t then. No excuses this time. If you play your cards right, you can present yourself very well which will impress them. Of course, having prior experience is an important thing but if you have some free time this summer, you could dedicate it to a self-started project which will show them initiative among other things.

Of you've got other stuff to worry about rn but it wouldn't be a bad idea to start making note of your resources that will help you prepare.

Whenever you start having questions about it, ping me. Either on dm or in here works.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Oh yeuhhhh. Plenty of time to prepare and smash that sh!t then. No excuses this time. If you play your cards right, you can present yourself very well which will impress them. Of course, having prior experience is an important thing but if you have some free time this summer, you could dedicate it to a self-started project which will show them initiative among other things.

Of you've got other stuff to worry about rn but it wouldn't be a bad idea to start making note of your resources that will help you prepare.

Whenever you start having questions about it, ping me. Either on dm or in here works.

I most definitely will bro, thank you

 

[nicksaiz65]

Oh yeuhhhh. Plenty of time to prepare and smash that sh!t then. No excuses this time. If you play your cards right, you can present yourself very well which will impress them. Of course, having prior experience is an important thing but if you have some free time this summer, you could dedicate it to a self-started project which will show them initiative among other things.

Of you've got other stuff to worry about rn but it wouldn't be a bad idea to start making note of your resources that will help you prepare.

Whenever you start having questions about it, ping me. Either on dm or in here works.

I forgot to mention that I will most definitely be working on a personal project this summer. One of my dreams involving programming has been to make a VST soft synthesizer. I'll put it on my resume and brag about it, which will then enable me to make money by getting the credentials for a high paying job. So I'm gonna be releasing the synth for free.

I've always been interested in musical applications with my programming. I made an app in high school that randomly generated musical pieces so that people could practice their sightreading. It went to a National competition, although I didn't win. That is already on my resume.

I just want that resume clout so I'm gonna finish this synth as soon as I can. Who else is gonna have something like that on their resume?

 

[nicksaiz65]

Relevant Video for Game:

Summary:
If she doesn't ever hit you up, she either has low interest or is casually dating. Her calling would send out more of a relationship vibe. You have to move things slower, they're more apprehensive. Don't pursue them hard, you need to move slower as you raise their interest level. Don't ask her out in consecutive weeks, show your high value by skipping a week. She's casually dating. Let her miss you, date other people. Raise her interest by showing high value, having other shyt in your life going on, not pursuing too hard, and so on. Get over that morals/ethics shyt with women too. Lie to them, cheat with them. Most women will cheat anyways. Fvck them and then toss them to the side of the road like garbage. Women will try to use men too so you shouldn't care. This is how you become Alpha! A lot of these women are just *****s who want to fvck and be a bootycall, treat them as such. Don't give off any vibes like you are looking for a girlfriend. Give her space, and pursue her slowly. You can still fvck her even if she never calls. Don't wine/dine women and then get used.

Well, my hybrid PUA Game has come so far since the start of this journal. I actually know what I'm doing. I'm gonna use and tweak this Game for the next year.

EDIT: ALSO, PERFECT IS BORING!!!!!!! NO EXCUSES FOR NOT ESCALATING

 

[mrgoodstuff]

The processor conversation is really interesting. I don’t really have anything to add to it though because I haven’t taken Parallel Computing yet. I think that’s like CSC 4320?

Get it. Might as well be a sponge.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Get it. Might as well be a sponge.

I’ll have to do some reading

 

[nicksaiz65]

More Dumbass Mistakes

For my future reference... I wanted to post something in here that they told me in Seddit. If a girl is in your room, you had best make a move. Hell make a move and have her tell you to stop. Better than not doing anything like some beta male bytch

I’m always hesitating. Friends, my inner game needs drastic work. It’ll go up as I stay on my purpose. This is even more important than any outer game I’ve ever worked on.

Fvck! Just like AMS said I’m probably finished with this Tinder Chick and she basically threw the pvssy at me.

I know abundance, but she was really pretty too. Im just mad about how I’ve been doing Game a year and I’m still making mistakes like this. And my incompetence overall. Son of a bytch!!!!

It’s gonna take like a year to dig myself out of this hole I swear

 

[mrgoodstuff]

More Dumbass Mistakes

For my future reference... I wanted to post something in here that they told me in Seddit. If a girl is in your room, you had best make a move. Hell make a move and have her tell you to stop. Better than not doing anything like some beta male bytch

I’m always hesitating. Friends, my inner game needs drastic work. It’ll go up as I stay on my purpose. This is even more important than any outer game I’ve ever worked on.

Fvck! Just like AMS said I’m probably finished with this Tinder Chick and she basically threw the pvssy at me.

I know abundance, but she was really pretty too. Im just mad about how I’ve been doing Game a year and I’m still making mistakes like this. And my incompetence overall. Son of a bytch!!!!

It’s gonna take like a year to dig myself out of this hole I swear

Whats weird about the game is the chicks you chase dont want you. But there are always ones following you.

 

[GrowingPains]

For my future reference... I wanted to post something in here that they told me in Seddit. If a girl is in your room, you had best make a move. Hell make a move and have her tell you to stop. Better than not doing anything like some beta male bytch

Retweet. Resonates.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Retweet. Resonates.

It really irks me because
1.) Should’ve besn easy pickings
2.) I’ve made this exact mistake in this journal before

Also, I think my frustrations would really be eased if I did what I could in the short term but thought about my Game/Life long term(in terms of years.)

Bar bae is Snapping me back and asking me questions though, which is always good. She’s really pretty but once again, outcome independence. I need to actually make some good music. That way I can get these chicks over and not be embarrassed. Another way to improve my Game by working on my passions

 

[nicksaiz65]

Show your interest but don’t show that you’re TOO interested

 

[nicksaiz65]

Okay guys last update for today but I’m just laying in bed before I go run.

Thinking about that situation with my Tinder Date. I could’ve even used my words and been like “turn around this way so I can cuddle you easier” then spooned, made out, and fvcked her. My inexperience is really showing and I can’t really fake experience. I just need to be laid up with way more bytches honestly.

So yeah. It looks like we’ve hit the deepest layer of my Life/Game and it’s all starting to come full circle. Time to just use this PUA Game like an algorithm and work on my purpose so my Game and Life will reach even greater heights.

People always wanna ask me when I’ll get a girlfriend. I say FVCK THAT until I become a Master of Game. Even then I’m still probably gonna cheat on her lol. That ethics/morals shyt is out the window just like AMS said

 

[nicksaiz65]

Stressed, Venti 3

Idk, I'm just posting in here to vent I guess. I am sooooooo stressed!!!!! I don't have much time to relax after taking 4 days off(I just messed up and didn't want to see schoolwork, wanted to hang with my family) so now in the last days of my Spring Break I am going to have to go in on school.

Looking at my grades so far, I've been doing OKAY. Infinitely better than last Semester, but still just OKAY. If I wanna have a good GPA this semester, which I must, I barely have any wiggle room when it comes to messing up on projects. I need to make As on pretty much everything from now on.

And not only do I have my deadlines, I have to deal with thugmaxxxers both in daily life and in my frat. I swear, thugmaxxxers stress me out to the nth degree. Idk what to even do about that other than getting really buff to deal with them. Call me weak, but I can't deal with the aggressive mumble rap and people talking about shooting each other and doing drugs 24/7. I'm trying to get a high paying job and undo my mistakes, I can't be stressing about stuff like this. And we're throwing a huge frat event in April. And I have to deal with people I hate on top of my normal schoolwork. And I have to make new friends for next semester. And I failed to hook up with that chick and get my Lay Report 4. AghhhhhhhhhhhhhhHh!!!!!!! I'm so fvcking stressed! I just needed to vent in here before I get back to my purpose, sorry guys.

Looming Deadlines:
3/11/19: Math Homework Due & Lab 6 Due
3/15/19: Calculus 2 Test
3/19/19: Object Oriented Programming Program 1 Due

 

[nicksaiz65]

Sosuavers....

I’m horny af. I need a new lay. Like tonight. I don’t wanna lay in my bed tonight without some hot ass bytch being in it.

I’m posting in here to hold myself accountable. I’m gonna make a move on one or 2 girls in my social circle tonight.

I will get a Lay or a Rejection. There are no other options. I’m ending my beta patheticness

 

[nicksaiz65]

Sosuavers....

I’m horny af. I need a new lay. Like tonight. I don’t wanna lay in my bed tonight without some hot ass bytch being in it.

I’m posting in here to hold myself accountable. I’m gonna make a move on one or 2 girls in my social circle tonight.

I will get a Lay or a Rejection. There are no other options. I’m ending my beta patheticness

And she got too lit to go out(and fvck after.) I shot my shot though. It’s gonna take years of doing what AMS said to fix my Game. I need to Self Improve and spam Cold Approach. There really are no quick fixes.

I’m gonna swallow my pride and spam approach though. Using OLD as well. I need a LR 4&5. I cant just keep fvcking my LR 3 forever.