Dustmuffins Journal

[dustmuffin]

This, I try to not care anymore about Occident or about traditional living. It makes me bounce between anger and sadness, like dustmuffin says. But I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel. So we better enjoy our lives and **** b¡tches, because there is nothing worth fighting for.

Women are not worth fighting for. They don't know what they want. They like the validation that's it. Good rule...if you are dumped divorced...walk away and don't look back.

 

[dustmuffin]

Been thinking about the sex I had with my date the other night. Best I have had in a while. She was like a circus monkey. Did anything I wanted and rode me like a worn out mule. Do you think she was trying to prove something? She was spent afterwards.

 

[dustmuffin]

Texted date this morning....trying to lure women to my house with candy. Which do you prefer skittles or m&ms? No reply yet. Don't expect to get one till after she gets off work. She answered my call. The last time that way. Need to get in the idgaf mindset. I will get busy at work and forget about it. Still thinking about x a bit. It dosent bother me much but need to stop it. I am a little nervous. Going to doctor today might get meds changed. Boy finally is being sworn in to national guard today.

If this girl wants to **** and run that's fine. I will go into monk mode and work in myself. I definitely need it.

 

[Glumix]

I will go into monk mode and work in myself.

What's your recipe?

 

[beforeimgone]

I'm assuming everyone repeats a phrase to themselves daily in order to self improve and stay on path. What phrase do you repeat?

 

[dustmuffin]

I'm assuming everyone repeats a phrase to themselves daily in order to self improve and stay on path. What phrase do you repeat?

I am the prize

 

[beforeimgone]

I am the prize

Why?

 

[dustmuffin]

What's your recipe?

Exercise, reading, getting finances in order. Hobbies, getting mindset right. Just concentrating on me.

 

[dustmuffin]

Why?

Because I am a prize....one of value and worth. I am to be won and not given lightly.

 

[beforeimgone]

Because I am a prize....one of value and worth. I am to be won and not given lightly.

Smoooth man

 

[Glumix]

Exercise, reading, getting finances in order. Hobbies, getting mindset right. Just concentrating on me.

And what are you reading?

 

[dustmuffin]

And what are you reading?

I have a long list...rational male, no more Mr nice guy, DJ bible, bone cracker, stuff on texting and pick up. I also read red pill, married red pill. Just anything that will help. There is so much info I am in overload.

 

[dustmuffin]

Well she fu cks me like an animal and no reply to my text. I will wait a few days and call. It's frustrating but oh well.

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

Bro, don't worry about her. You smashed her... now let her come to you. This is the time that you need to be bagging other chicks because you should have some confidence after smashing the last chick. Let her chase you playa.

 

[dustmuffin]

Bro, don't worry about her. You smashed her... now let her come to you. This is the time that you need to be bagging other chicks because you should have some confidence after smashing the last chick. Let her chase you playa.

So just ignore till she initiates? My confidence is up and down. Smashing didn't do much for it. Made the mistake of answering ex's email question about boys. That shot it down a bit. I will ignore her until she contcts

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

Put her on timeout for a the next 5 days. Only talk to her if she calls or texts first.

I don't see anything wrong with talking to the ex about your boys. What's so wrong with that.

 

[dustmuffin]

Put her on timeout for a the next 5 days. Only talk to her if she calls or texts first.

I don't see anything wrong with talking to the ex about your boys. What's so wrong with that.

It fuc ked with my mind. I got emotional. It was her boys. ex gf not ex wife

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

If you don't have any kids with her then you need to block her my dude. Best way to get over someone is to just block them playa. Trust me. I've done it more then once.

 

[dustmuffin]

If you don't have any kids with her then you need to block her my dude. Best way to get over someone is to just block them playa. Trust me. I've done it more then once.

I only have 2 boys with the same woman. Not having more.

 

[dustmuffin]

Ex texted wished me merry Christmas...
Um uh huh....ex wife was over. I have no patience for that b itch. Its fun to tell her just get to the point. She jsbbers constantly. My mom gets on my nerves too.

Got text from new girl. She said she is out of town visiting relatives for holidays. Asked her out for new years...said she didnt know because she is out of town....hmmm waiting for better offer....didnt reply yet. May not....suggestions?