I get my ass so far, and my head ruins it. If I like a girl and she likes me and we both know it, this is where my head goes insane. I get oneitis in a heartbeat. All my confidence is drained, I can't eat, I feel horrible, I plan out everything i'm gonna say to this girl, and I can't control any of this. I know that its all wrong, I know shes on the pedastool, you don't need to tell me that. I can't live this way forever. This is a horrible reality and I need to stop this, I can't eat for god sakes. Thanks.