powersize
Senior Don Juan
Mate, that was my thought when she came to say bye. C'mon girl don't try it so hard.He means (I think, can't speak for Spaz) being more determined overall, in your sense of self but WITHOUT the ego. Sounds counter-intuitive. How can we improve the self while ignoring the ego?
In this case your ego is what is causing you to react and question and feel confused, hurt, wondering what to do. Why is that? Be honest. For most people in this scenario, it's about how we feel we are perceived: By her, by others, etc.
The truth is most people do not care. She has demonstrated that she doesn't. To the extent that anyone notices, it might be for a second before they get on with their lives. So why should you care? You're succumbing to an evolutionary trick of the ego...these mechanisms aren't perfect and don't always serve us best. It's trying to "protect" you but all it's doing is dragging you down.
The trap is when a man falls into gamesmanship and puts up a front. That can work here and there (a good one-liner) but it will cloud your thoughts, AND she might start to mirror you, making it even more awkward. It can get worse from there.
Here's a good mental exercise...if this girl says hello or butts in again or whatever, smile and think to yourself: "What a silly dork this girl is. I can't believe I let her fukk me, what a lucky broad. Now she's clowning around for attention. Honestly some other guy can fall into her web, glad I'm out of it...but hey, we can be friendly."
Then go grab a beer and talk to someone else. You work on your self by enjoying the moment on your terms.
I would not surprise to see her again around when my dudes organize a new party.
But in general she tried to show by these actions that she moved on i believe.