soulforge
Master Don Juan
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Day 6. It was a mistake thinking I'd moved on already so fast. The day was particularly hard compared to the past few days. Thankfully no trouble sleeping but I saw her in my dreams.
I broke NC in my dreams lol. I called her and her friend picked up instead and told me its over and to move on. This is the same chick who she's hanging out with the most since our breakup. For context, this chick told her then best friend that she was going to talk to the best friend's crush to set them up together and ended up stealing him instead, and her current relationship has been an on and off relationship with a literal beta. Everytime I saw them together, she was always demeaning him, cursing him and even hit him (for his own good because the guy just wasn't any good apparently). She has a reputation for being a bytch and overly aggressive with everyone. Not a single guy in her life likes her. She was also the one always encouraging my ex to break up with me anytime we had any arguments. My ex too complained about her often when we were together but it's funny how she ran back to the "trouble friend" after breaking up. I'd love to hate that fvcking ***** but I'm more indifferent toward her because it was my ex who made the decision at the end. She's not a child.
Had an absolute shytty morning after waking up from that dream but I've gotta make it work.
To top it off, phone decided to start showing my gallery's 'memories' first thing in the morning. It was a picture from one of our first dates. I didn't even know it was there until now. When it rains it pours.
This is what happens when you don't take ruthless approach and set firm boundaries.
You're girlfriends freinds matter, if she is associateing with low quality female friends, who cause a rift in the relationship, that's a big red flag.