NorwegianDJ's journal of personal growth

[NorwegianDJ]

Im gonna be away for a good 12 days. Cheers.

 

[mind]

Haha this journal is one of the best I read so far. Yet I have read half of it, but I'll do the best tomorrow, this is even more appealing to me because it's from a person that's around the same age haha. You inspired me to make a journal too sooner or later.

Keep up the great work!

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Camp

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyosPwwTl7s

Alright guys, Im back. Right now I've recovered from the worst 'hangover' so far. Must be caused by having a bit too much weed, dehydration (or lack of water), and sleeping in the marque, getting woken up at 5.
How did I end up here? Let me try recalling.

Like somewhere in the first 5 pages, this is the same camp.

Routine Blueprint:
Wake up at 5:30
Cocoa
Bathing parade
Breakfast
Tent-inspection (Im an Staff Officer this year, so one of my perks is not having this).
Expeditions (Hikes, canoeing, sailing, windsurfing, abseiling)
Free time
Dinner
Sports / events
cocoa
Bed/free time

Being an S.O, I could go out to town, go to bed whenever I wanted, no tent inspection, sleep in the S.O area, etc.

Im not gonna go through all of this. Its 9 and I feel like sleeping.

I had the best New Years I've had so far. It wasnt amazing, but thus far I've just celebrated with my family.
So the whole camp is gathered at the beach. We arrange a competition for circle to gather firewood. Fast-forward one hour, and we have the biggest bonfire ever. It was 10 meter tall flames and it rained ash continously. Sang songs and jammed. Crowds gathered and joined us.

While the others go where all the people have gathered at the beach, me, Matt and Neil go fetch 2 joints, a mix of good weed and nicotine. Personally Im against smoking, but I let it pass. I wont ever touch a cigarette though.
We sat down and enjoyed them. Started walking towards everyone. The countdown came, and we welcomed the new year with weed in our lungs.

We join the others. Everyone leaves apart from the S.O's. We discover that everyone is skinny dipping or running to the sea. A sea of girls! I'm mad excited and have the others join me. Unfortunately we only strip down to underrpants. Shouldve done it properly.
I want to adress how this one chick ran into me in the waves, asking "who are you?" Instead of capitalizing, I just say "Some random guy you don't know". I then proceed to tackle her with the aid of a wave. Wow. hahaha. In hindsight, I should've just pulled her in. Easymode.
Proceed to run into the water 3 more times. Suddenly there's a chick without a bra, but we dont capitalize.

I warm myself up infront of the bonfire and older people. During all of this, I had my 'tie' in my underpants. It was made of 5 socks.


Went windsurfing, abseiling and the normal stuff. I hiked Rocklands by night. 1000m up. Was fun.

On family day, I spotted this hot sister of someone. Turns out it was Jean's sister (he's 12 I believe). After vleiing someone, I go sit with them and their family. Have a chat, share some norwegian chocolate. Shared some nice eye contact. When she leaned over later and I saw her rack and body,( and face) I was sold.
Turned out she was turning 15 and had a bf. I'll hit them up later if Im bored or if my 2nd business plan runs through.

Last night was the last day of camp (apart from packing up).
In the afternoon, we had camp concert. Really fun.
I was on stage first as one of the 3 bears. It's a tradition, that the 3 youngest S.O's run onto stage naked. I ran up first and down last
After this, I was on stage alone, playing dust in the wind.
After this, my friend Steve and I played the '4 chord song' (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdzbsJiXDAs&feature=related). I song parts and we both played guitar while he sang. So awesome. Ended it awkwardly on purpose, high fived, and walked off.
Next, I was on stage with Chris, me improvising 25% (I had to ask him for the chords when we were on stage, cause I forgot). He had taken 2 nice camp songs and made them into guitar songs. So nice. Had everyone jamming.

After camp concert and awards, the S.O's, Chris and Toto missioned to the beach. Me, Matt, Neil and Luke came afterwards. Matt had some poor quality weed that we turned into 3 joints, which we smoked on the sanddunes. Wow.

I wanna describe my experience for you others to take mark of:
2 drags of 1st joint, I feel it a bit.
3 minutes after 2 drags of the 2nd joint, I feel it a lot.
Suddenly, like BOOM, everything lights up. My pupils dilated. Supervision.
I see figures everywhere. Transparent.
I wiggle from side to side.
I'm unsure about how fast the time is going, as Im so AWARE of myself and everything around me. It's like everything is engaged. Reaction time and senses, it feels like time is going faster, but Im doing everything slower, smoother, and reacting faster.
I hear myself the way other people hear me, I cant hear myself from the inside, like usual.
Neil asks me something, like if I see words everywhere. I then started having this rolling text (rolling from me, then a tiny bit up towards the sky andd then returning and fading). It stated whatever I said I think.
I would forget, but not forget very easily. I forgot something I was saying, while saying it. I was suddenly munching chocolate, etc.
By now Im standing. Everything is shaking a tiny bit.

I decide one more drag wont hurt.
I then later have one sip of cane/coke. Which would add up to about 5 sips in total.

3 minutes after that last drag, I feel that I've passed that barrier.
Everything is now shaking a bit.
If I blink, I black out for a tiny bit.
My brain is a searing, hot coal. Seriously. I picture it as a white, searing, hot coal in my head. It kinda burns.
Im also semi paranoid.

I decide I don't feel safe enough, and have Neil and Matt escort me back. I felt like I could've fallen asleep at any moment if I closed my eyes. I move my bed under the marque, as Im told that S.O's usually take down tents this night.
Enter beginning.

I'm glad for this experience, as I now know how it is if I have too much (or bad) weed. I also know my limit, and it was in a remotely safe environment.
I did break no mb that night, but I still have a strong pain towards cumming, therefore, I didn't. Because I started no mb on christmas (which is a special date etc), I'm gonna continue the count, which is now.. 17 days?

That's about it. Back home, trying to update myself. Got this girl coming over to my house tomorrow, hopefully. If not, then I've asked 2 others for plans.
Night.

 

[LearningSlowly]

I've been smoking way too much lately. I used to keep up the habit with my friends, lately they've been doing it less. Maybe more successful people smoke less. Not sure.

 

[Mindgamez]

I just read about your post on 12-10-2011.
I'm very impressed. I want to do things like that in the future! You were shameless and you approached so many people. And you didn't care at all about some rejections. I have to get into this mindset and be ready to open random people.

Keep it up dude.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Thanks!

I fail to remember when I last posted.
Tuesday.
I go to Ratanga Junction, this rollercoaster park, with 3 other people. Was good fun. Was this one brunette that I kept seeing everywhere. Sexy eyecontact. Told myself I was gonna go up to her when I saw her next time. We never exchanged ways after.

EDIT: Forgot to mention that I had 3 chicks over at my place for 30 minutes. Not enough time to do anything, so I litterally just fcked around with them with clothes on. Finished seeding 2 fckbuddies and threesome with the same 2 chicks. One has a bf and one is currently in england. Winning I guess.

I have them drop me off at Robin's place and we chill. As I'm about to enter, this superhot chick (which I cant remember what I called here about 4 months ago) drives past, sticks her head out and greets me. I shall hit that up sometime. Models are divine.

I chill with Robin for a day.

Wednesday comes. Get home at around 7, send my bio to eastcoast and **** about.
NOTE: I keep failing no mb. From the beginning, I've been telling myself I dont need anything but my willpower to conquer. I obviously dont have enough willpower for the moment. Therefore, I'm moving onto more drastic means. Today I'll hit up Awaken the Giant within and apply some steps towards breaking a habit and addiction.

At about 10, Prokop and Raoul come over. We do crazy stuff. We all got to that point where we all act drunk, while being sober. So awesome.
We dress up as weirdly as possible and walk around the estate. I have a safari hat, a cap, socks & sandals, and a huge fake fur blanket (HUGE).

We drop some stuff at the house and head to the park. We notice there's echo, so we yell stuff. Suddenly there comes a "shut up!" from the park. Turns out its 2 girls sleeping. I chat to them while Prokop and Raoul fck about.
*I really need to follow my own advice on talking. Im so bad at it. I've noticed that Prokop and Robin only talk sh1t and are enthusiastic about it. Works wonders.

Eventually some guards come and asks us to leave because we're disturbing the premisis. The chicks join us to my place. Turns out the hotter one (they were hot) lives down the road from me. We chill at my place till 2 am, while grapefruits are being ravished and dubstep is played. Everyone but me smoke at the park, then the girls head home at 3.
We head to my place and go to bed at 4:30 am. Cool night.

Today I decided to make a pool party event. I've invited a few chicks that I've hooked up with and close to 20 that I have a thing with. Will be interesting next saturday.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

What a fcking mindFVCK!
I just watched Fight Club. WTF
Brb, Im gonna stand in the rain

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Went over to Robin's place. Trespassed this school, had some fun. Most exciting and scariest thing of my life. We did something that is just against my values, and kinda *******ish. Got chased by a guard. We climbed across the rooftops, with slippery tiles leading to death underneath and I was wearing flippers! I don't think I've ever been that scared. Wow. Haha. We jump the roofs and get out ninja style. We decide to enter again, I leave my flippers (flops, slip-slops, w/e) by the exit. We stand on the field and stare at something we think is a guard. He moves after 2 minutes and starts chasing us. He was fast, but we get out. He closes the gate. We then have to enter again to get my flippers. Enter from opposite side under the fence, crawl across, trying to avoid a house full of people & dogs, and the guard. Jump a fence, get them, get out. Phew!
We then proceed to watch MacGruber. Most rediculous movie I've ever seen.

Just got home at 10 now. Started writing just over an hour ago, finished the article for www.highschool-game.net. I think it's gonna be the new www.collegeflirt.com. Atleast for High School.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Adventures across mental barriers, pool parties, the art of winging, and bjs

I'm listening to the music from the credits of Fight Club. Such a great movie.
Now, where is my mind..?

Tuesday I had 3 friends come over. Smoked weed and had fun. Such a crazy night. Drugs change your reality. Reality is changable. Reality for a coward is not closely the same as a cool guy.

Thursday school started.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=maAZUMYiGYE

Friday rolls around and I have one of my epic sleepovers. I made a point of not getting too high. The lack of details might be explained by how little of them I remember.

Saturday comes around and it's pool party time. 20 attending, 24 maybe, 70 invited in total. We end up being 14, with 2 girls. Wow. I'm disappointed that none of the girls that I had a thing with came. Would've been amazing.
Robin claimed the hotter one early. She was so compliant and I just wanted to pull her all the time. Robin just kept upping the tension the whole time. Josh kept going for her too, following her around and talking to her. Sadly, that's not what makes the difference, so she ended up ordering him around, calling him '*****' and ' ugly'. Ahh, shame. There was also this other friend of mine that knows about PU there. He obviously did nothing with the girls.

My mom did find a bottle of vodka as she was helping one of the girls find a tampon. Yay. FML. There's probably still sh1t laying around the house...

People eventually start leaving at 7. Me and Robin bring the 2 girls to the park w/the rest of the vodka. Robin and his chick drink the rest of it. Robin fails to pull her in at the park. We walk back into the house. For some reason I enter 5 seconds after the others, only to see Robin literally pull his chick upstairs just before I walk in. Noone noticed, so I stood in the stairs talking to people, subtly making sure that no one went up. The others leave, apart from the girl I have to take. Let's just say that normally I wouldn't ever pull this chick. She wasn't bad, she was just... pudgy. Meh. Oh well. I pull her upstairs, making sure we're really quiet. I find out Robin pulled to my room, so I pull to my sister's room.

She's being boring, so I just hook up with her. Fall onto the bed. I then get tired and lay myself down properly, just chilling. I honestly don't give a sh1t. I think that's one of my issues when pulling chicks; I sometimes don't care enough, so I don't plow. I tell her she's being boring, so she goes on top of me.
Did I forget to mention that BOTH of the chicks really had their period?
I tell my chick that, "Im thinking about the dirty things I can do to you", but it's so damn limited. "Have you ever given a *******?" "I havent had one." BJ time. Yay me. Was alright. She didn't deepthroat or anything. Meh. She also stopped halfway cause she didnt like the taste. ***** kept swallowing.

Robin mentioned how his girl tried to pull him out of bed, but he just pulled her back in. Funnily enough, the same thing happened with me; however, I landed on my face, cause that ***** used her weight. She insists that we have to go check on the other girl's clothes in the dryer.

We fix it and I pull her to the guestroom. I mention how "all chicks suck at giving handjobs" she says she's "Really good at it". We're about to go at it, then her phone rings.
We're about to go at it again, but then Robin and his girl is downstairs. FML.

Robin's girl had a BF that wants to marry her. Poor kid. Me and Robin just chill for a long while until he gets picked up. DONE.

NOTE: Starting no mb today, simultanious with the bootcamp for added motivation.

Also starting a goal tomorrow: Increase my bench press by 30-50 kg in 6 months. I'll simultaniously get my squat and deadlift up to my previous weight.
I'll do all this without gaining much bodyfat. I hope I dont atleast.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Got my PSAT back on friday.
They project my SAT score to be 1600-1900. Of course I'll just study hardcore and kick ass with 2100.
Critical reading: 85th percentile
Maths:76th percentile
Writing: 72th percentile

Quite decent. I'll just have to practice vocabulary every day and go mad on the practice tests. Biggest challenge will be to begin.

Had some thinking today and realized that I should not have that much 'drugs' in such a little period of time. I dont get hangovers, but I couldn't remember so much in the past.

No mb day 1 is completed.

Starting super touchy feely mode on school!

Starting bench press routine w/ squat, deadlift, abs tomorrow!

Lets do the bootcamp!

 

[Mindgamez]

Gotta watch fight club someday! It looks like it is an epic movie.
I can't believe you escaped guards like a ninja... that's so epic but at the same time it's so not good lol. I'd never do that! I bet you felt like you were in some chase scene from a movie.

Nice post in highschool-game. It looks pro.
Btw you're an inspiring person. Keep doing what you do

 

[ryanjevo]

Bro, I freaking love you. This is so epic to read. I literally only read the first page and the last page and WHAT A DANG CHANGE!

To losing your v-card with HB cloud to having a threesome and all kindsa ****. I'm definitely reading more. Also, starting my own journal.

Thanks bro.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Threeway?

Okay, touchy feely mode beasts. I did it for a while then I got rejected and stops. Which makes no sense. The chick had the greatest ass ever.

 

[ryanjevo]

Threeway?

Okay, touchy feely mode beasts. I did it for a while then I got rejected and stops. Which makes no sense. The chick had the greatest ass ever.

Maybe you were pushing too much?

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Gotta watch fight club someday! It looks like it is an epic movie.
I can't believe you escaped guards like a ninja... that's so epic but at the same time it's so not good lol. I'd never do that! I bet you felt like you were in some chase scene from a movie.

Nice post in highschool-game. It looks pro.
Btw you're an inspiring person. Keep doing what you do

Thanks man!
Fight club is way epic. Watch it!

Bro, I freaking love you. This is so epic to read. I literally only read the first page and the last page and WHAT A DANG CHANGE!

To losing your v-card with HB cloud to having a threesome and all kindsa ****. I'm definitely reading more. Also, starting my own journal.

Thanks bro.

I'll have to spend a day reading my journal sometime. I changed so much in the first few months.
I actually didnt end up having a threesome, but trust me, it will come

 

[BPH]

Watch it!

No.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

No.

I have now lost my attraction for you, because you reacted. lol

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Just came home from school early. Me, my mom, and HB Norwegian's mom are going to some Buddhist retreat in Durban. Will be extremely chill I believe. Brought all the books I haven't finished yet.

Heres the first 12 weeks of the bench press routine that I started on tuesday. It took me 15 minutes to complete a session. I added a set of myotonic crunches on the end. TRY THEM. They're super effective.


Bench press routine in kgs
Week |Power grip |Wide grip |Narrow grip |Body weight

1 45(70%)x8, 1 set 40(60%)x10, 2 sets 35(55%)x10, 2 sets 63.6kg

2 50x8, 1 set 40x10, 2 sets 40x10, 2 sets

3 50x8 45x10 40x10

4 55x8 50x10 45x10


5 55x5 50x8 45x8

6 60 55 50

7 65 55 50

8 65 60 55


9 70x3 65x5 55

10 70 65 60

11 75x2 70 65

12 80x1

It looks better on word. I'll space it out a bit.

 

[LearningSlowly]

Heres the first 12 weeks of the bench press routine that I started on tuesday. It took me 15 minutes to complete a session. I added a set of myotonic crunches on the end. TRY THEM. They're super effective.

How many days a week do you repeat each?

 

[NorwegianDJ]

How many days a week do you repeat each?

Once.

So Im back from Buddhist retreat in Durban.

All I can really think of is Katniss, Hunger Games, and Glycerine.

I couldnt put down Hunger Games after I bought it. 460 pages in just over a day. Thanks.
Also finished 4 hour work week, A new earth, As a man Thinketh, and got 90 pages into Rich dad, Poor dad.

Include quite a bit of meditation, then you got my weekend.