As you guys know, I NC'd my oneitis (HB 9.5) as she screwed me up pretty badly. During this time she has always been the one to contact me with inviting me out to parties and gatherings etc etc. I've declined as she stood me up once and never got back to me about a date (in my AFC days).
Now that she's back from an overseas trip, she wants to 'catchup'. I kept it short and told her I'd get back to her which is not true. Deep down I don't even want to see her again because I'm happily getting on with my life. Yet there is always that tiny inkling of me who wants to. Not to mention if I did leave this, when I do see her at future events (we're part of same friendship circle as she was literally my best friend), she will bring it up and I'm sure an awkward situation will arise (because I will speak my mind - I don't hold back or refrain from saying things no more).
So how do I go about this? To be honest I don't even care about her anymore but a part of me still wants to see her. Even a part of me thinks I still have a chance with her now but I feel that's just the old AFC in me speaking out. I'm more interested in the current girls I'm spinning.
Cheers guys
Now that she's back from an overseas trip, she wants to 'catchup'. I kept it short and told her I'd get back to her which is not true. Deep down I don't even want to see her again because I'm happily getting on with my life. Yet there is always that tiny inkling of me who wants to. Not to mention if I did leave this, when I do see her at future events (we're part of same friendship circle as she was literally my best friend), she will bring it up and I'm sure an awkward situation will arise (because I will speak my mind - I don't hold back or refrain from saying things no more).
So how do I go about this? To be honest I don't even care about her anymore but a part of me still wants to see her. Even a part of me thinks I still have a chance with her now but I feel that's just the old AFC in me speaking out. I'm more interested in the current girls I'm spinning.
Cheers guys