Mate, its not about guts. Most guys are afraid that it will be a "hearthbreaking experience" or that "paying for sex is beta-AF" or that "they will catch STD" or something. I don't have the guts to enter another LTR currently - I don't have the guts for that certainly.
I tell you why I never did it so far - because it's sub-optimal choice and you are phucked more than hooker is. I have a dating market to use, I am looking good, I have hobbies, but currently I am burned out - I was so concentrated on my work and 'purpose' i.e. personal projects (apartment, working late hours, learning languages, getting additional qualifications) that I'm burned out and on dry spell. I see how my efficiency at work suffered because of that lockdown COVID s.hit and large project I was working on since several months. I didn't get a proper lay since all that time and it makes me crazy.
I need to work on my personal life and simply change priorities for now on - except I'm thirsty AF for a decent lay and I give off this thirsty vibe currently, so its more probable that I will fail every single sh.it test thrown at me by a decent chick than pass it and I simply want a good sex - add that I am also tired of female games, flakes, ****ty behaviour, COVID, poor quality plates/LTRs etc. to the point of stress-uninstalling dating apps when I see sh.itty behaviour.
I simply want a surephuck in the next two months with beautiful body w/o a need to GIVE something connected with my mental sphere - I simply want to phuck without feeling anything else than satisfying my carnal lust. I am that thirsty that I am ready to put on the hook my belief that I shouldn't pay for it - I am simply phucktired of working, duties, constant upgrading myself, s.hit from women, taxes, working late hours etc. I have worked last 2 years to finally be able to say "damn, I am doing good" but I'm not doing good on personal level because I have totally put that on the hook since my last break up several months ago, again escaping into work.
Currently I have about 60 matches of SMV 7/8 females in a city where I moved to WORK for a several days last week. So I would like to game them but instead I AM WORKING because that's what I need to do. Yes, I decided to move here for several days to work, neverthless I am phucktired of it. It's the last big project before summer and I plan to VENT for about half a year.
Now, you could tell me - "mark, if you have such a good matches, statistics says you should score at least with one of them. so why hookers?" "are you a p.ussy? Why don't you engage them?"
and I would reply "I would score at least with 3 of them" except I will just move with my duties instead and then I will be too tired to game them and pass any ****.tests simply because LIFE.
Thus, there's another timer going - next two months - solid lay with nice as.s (will fieldreport) or HOOKER. From the top shelf.
So please spare me your "you don't have the guts". I was thinking about it since a few months, constantly telling myself "you don't need it" but I have crossed the burnout threshold months ago and didn't notice it until it was too late. I simply phucked up and COVID got me from left flank. I sincerely doubt it will end the other way around.