Murk
Master Don Juan
Hi SS it's been a while.
In the time I've been away I quit my job and have started my own business (doing the same thing I have been doing the past 10 years). Have my finances in even better order than before and feeling 8/10 mentally as a baseline (that's great for me). Stopped my drug-taking (mostly) and now rarely drink alcohol unless special occasion (again, great for me if you remember the mess I was in).
I met a gorgeous Colombian woman while out in the city (London) 2 weeks ago. She's here for 2 years (maybe more) originally from the U.S. but still lives a good 1.5 hour drive from me ad outside of London.
I've always wanted a Latina but they are so rare in the UK I just always saw it as a pipe dream. Anyway we have been texting she is doing a day trip in to London today to explore and asked if I wanted to join for drinks, I said yes.
Now I have cold feet, I have a GF I've been wanting to leave but corona came and ruined all plans I had and the coward in me wants to hold on to this relationship I'm not feeling.
Should I go on this date and live my dreams or should I first address my issues at home and break up with GF, focus more on my business and go semi hermit mode to recalibrate?
Thanks
In the time I've been away I quit my job and have started my own business (doing the same thing I have been doing the past 10 years). Have my finances in even better order than before and feeling 8/10 mentally as a baseline (that's great for me). Stopped my drug-taking (mostly) and now rarely drink alcohol unless special occasion (again, great for me if you remember the mess I was in).
I met a gorgeous Colombian woman while out in the city (London) 2 weeks ago. She's here for 2 years (maybe more) originally from the U.S. but still lives a good 1.5 hour drive from me ad outside of London.
I've always wanted a Latina but they are so rare in the UK I just always saw it as a pipe dream. Anyway we have been texting she is doing a day trip in to London today to explore and asked if I wanted to join for drinks, I said yes.
Now I have cold feet, I have a GF I've been wanting to leave but corona came and ruined all plans I had and the coward in me wants to hold on to this relationship I'm not feeling.
Should I go on this date and live my dreams or should I first address my issues at home and break up with GF, focus more on my business and go semi hermit mode to recalibrate?
Thanks