Whazzap fellow DJ's, RAFC' and Masters of the craft. I am going to start posting field reports so I can keep myself honest. This is the first entry and already there is drama, suspense and glory to be told.
Lunch time:
Went back to a place where I buy my steak and chicken to go ask for this girls number that works there. Heavy flirting a couple of days before, and wanted to just go for it. She is young but sexy as hell and my **** told me to do so (dbots the man).
Walk up to her, smile (nervous though and I think she sensed it) buy my stuff with a credit card, hold onto the receipt and write on the back of it
"phone #?"
No, sorry
Damn, I thought that with the level of attraction I saw that she was sooo down, I guess I was wrong. Came back after it was ready and asked her "you have a boyfriend?" She says "yea", still looking deep into my eyes though, still appeared to have attraction. If true, classy girl, doesn't cheat. If it was a lie, at least she attempted to spare my ego (which I want to lose anyway, so no need to bother). A kind rejection. It still stung a bit, but I just remember reading these boards and let it slide as best I could.
Later in the night, went to the gym to pump my legs of steely glory (kind of teasing RSD guys a bit), say a HB8 Asian girl checking me out. She did the same thing that a HB10 girl did a while back and started working right next to me. I thought "She likey the dingus" so I said some dumb sh^t like "So hows the workout going"? She responded smiling and laughing to such a laimo question so I figured it was on. Chatted her up for a while while she worked around me, made her laugh with my story about how I always got my Japanese words for scary and cute mixed up and called her scary, then no she was cute. She was glowing. Then told her a funny story about how I get rain and shrimp mixed up too, and how I told my exes mother once that it was raining shrimp. She was cracking up. I touched her shook her hand girly style a few times and felt her guns and told her she was strong. Got her number and we talked for a bit after that and went to another section of the gym.
At the other section of the gym, I saw an HB7 ish red head girl with hypnotic eyes. Older, but I was bored and wanted to talk. She turned out to be a shrink and was analyzing me and really making me see a new perspective on things. I am so stoked that I am getting over / already over my approach anxiety enough so that I decided to talk to her. She was soooo f*cking awesome at listening and helping me without reason. Her body wasn't that great, was ok but her spirit and mind and compassion just blew me the hell away. She also wants me to fix her website for money and free therapy LMAO. I don't care about the money THAT much, I want to see her again because I don't remember the last time my mind and my emotional release (in moving on from my bpd relationship hell) was as stimulated as it was talking with her. I think she really liked me too, she was doing whatever she could to come up with reasons to see me again. Gave me her number and stuff and we both agreed that it was soooo cool that we ran into each other and that we wanted to hang out again. I saw her drive by in a lexus suv when I was leaving and she had a big old grin and said by to me. I yelled out by, see you later and your such an awesome lady and I love you (f*cking crazy as hell sh*t to yell out I know, but I wanted to so I did).
So one failure and two successes with one very, very cool meeting at the end. She gave me a total emotgasm / braingasm. Something I have been missing for a long, long time.
Lunch time:
Went back to a place where I buy my steak and chicken to go ask for this girls number that works there. Heavy flirting a couple of days before, and wanted to just go for it. She is young but sexy as hell and my **** told me to do so (dbots the man).
Walk up to her, smile (nervous though and I think she sensed it) buy my stuff with a credit card, hold onto the receipt and write on the back of it
"phone #?"
No, sorry
Damn, I thought that with the level of attraction I saw that she was sooo down, I guess I was wrong. Came back after it was ready and asked her "you have a boyfriend?" She says "yea", still looking deep into my eyes though, still appeared to have attraction. If true, classy girl, doesn't cheat. If it was a lie, at least she attempted to spare my ego (which I want to lose anyway, so no need to bother). A kind rejection. It still stung a bit, but I just remember reading these boards and let it slide as best I could.
Later in the night, went to the gym to pump my legs of steely glory (kind of teasing RSD guys a bit), say a HB8 Asian girl checking me out. She did the same thing that a HB10 girl did a while back and started working right next to me. I thought "She likey the dingus" so I said some dumb sh^t like "So hows the workout going"? She responded smiling and laughing to such a laimo question so I figured it was on. Chatted her up for a while while she worked around me, made her laugh with my story about how I always got my Japanese words for scary and cute mixed up and called her scary, then no she was cute. She was glowing. Then told her a funny story about how I get rain and shrimp mixed up too, and how I told my exes mother once that it was raining shrimp. She was cracking up. I touched her shook her hand girly style a few times and felt her guns and told her she was strong. Got her number and we talked for a bit after that and went to another section of the gym.
At the other section of the gym, I saw an HB7 ish red head girl with hypnotic eyes. Older, but I was bored and wanted to talk. She turned out to be a shrink and was analyzing me and really making me see a new perspective on things. I am so stoked that I am getting over / already over my approach anxiety enough so that I decided to talk to her. She was soooo f*cking awesome at listening and helping me without reason. Her body wasn't that great, was ok but her spirit and mind and compassion just blew me the hell away. She also wants me to fix her website for money and free therapy LMAO. I don't care about the money THAT much, I want to see her again because I don't remember the last time my mind and my emotional release (in moving on from my bpd relationship hell) was as stimulated as it was talking with her. I think she really liked me too, she was doing whatever she could to come up with reasons to see me again. Gave me her number and stuff and we both agreed that it was soooo cool that we ran into each other and that we wanted to hang out again. I saw her drive by in a lexus suv when I was leaving and she had a big old grin and said by to me. I yelled out by, see you later and your such an awesome lady and I love you (f*cking crazy as hell sh*t to yell out I know, but I wanted to so I did).
So one failure and two successes with one very, very cool meeting at the end. She gave me a total emotgasm / braingasm. Something I have been missing for a long, long time.