Fantasmo
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- Apr 12, 2022
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Background: I've been studying the game since I was about 15 (yeah I know.....) after already having internalized the fact that my highly religious mormon dad wasn't gonna tell me **** when it came to what I needed to have even minimal success with women (he was a varsity quarterback with sports scholarships to college and from what I've heard, had more than a few women throwing themselves at him, but had never been with anyone except my mother. Who divorced him a few years back, im sure you all can deduce a fair amount just from that lol), studied a huge amount of old school pickup, rollo tomassi, and a lot of more spiritually-driven work concerning the masculine-feminine dynamics necessary to create and maintain attraction. Pretty much everything i saw in highschool consistently lined up with what I had read about, and despite being really awkward and experiencing my fair share of truly embarassing fumbles, by the time i was 18-19 I had internalized it within myself to where I began actually being able to attract some of the girls I'd wanted to earlier on. (had very solid success in highschool with 6-7's but my internal game was too ****ed to be able to get the women I really wanted.) Another thing thats added to that fact is that I'm a semi professional musician and have been working towards it since I was a kid, im not gonna link anything I've done but just know that people all across north america and europe listen to stuff I've produced every day even though they wouldnt recognize me in it. I do that and also have a part time job, but all in all am not choosing to pursue college at the moment even though I made sure my grades were adequate to be able to later on if i ever chose to. The game as a Gen - Z baby is an interesting thing because in a way its easier than ever before if you dress well, know how to charm people, and have an understanding of the game, but also harder because the vast majority of the girls in my age demographic are SOULLESS, and i say that with no overemphasis. There's this very pervasive feel of materialist nihilism amongst young people now and I've simply been able to protect myself from the misery a lot of my friends have gone through over exes/plates due to accepting all the cold hard redpill facts I've seen reveal themselves time and time again in my own life. Im really not miserable, this cultural world i reside on the fringes of may be, but the amount of my friends I've seen with their hearts + peace of mind absolutely shattered because their precious alyssa/zoey/emma/stella was snorting pills and sucking off some wannabe gangster in the back of his dad's tesla when she told him he was her forever...... I just chose to laugh alongside the abyss and accept things for the way they were. I dont really leave my house much since last summer except for work but have been able to pull this one 8 on tinder who hit me up first + another 8 at a halloween party just from going out with friends who cared more about the social world than me. The truth didnt really set me free, it only really made me crazier. But in a generation of suicidal, drug/porn addicted, rapidly decomposing young men, all of whom are waiting for the princess they were promised on disney channel while a select few are stretching them out to be married off the AFCS and discarded in a few years, I think i made the right choice for me. At this point I really just wanna succeed in my ideas for my future and be continuously learning and studying and improving my mind, but at this point I've seen and experienced so much that I'm never gonna be able to look at love, relationships, dating, and sex the same way as a zoomer AFC. I've had a small taste of the success every guy fantasizes about while most of my peers have regressed deeper and deeper since graduation but I want more. At this point in my life and possibly forever, women my age are just a fun game with a sweet reward that I've tasted just enough of to get me excited. You can call it ****ed but I see quasi-misandrist stacies and far-left goth/alt girls as the most fun, because once my game got to a certain level around age 18 you see all their pseudo woke mainstream psyop BS crack and they're usually the freakiest + most feminine and sexually submissive. Anyone older or around my same age + mentality living in the united states, where are the best places to go to meet zoomer post-highschool age women? I'm not really socially awkard at all and I've been told im extremely charming and charismatic in big settings, i just simply dont get anything out of most casual social interactions and am extremely focused on my own future.