PumpNightmare
Don Juan
Since I stopped masturbation, I tried going to a bar today in Tallahassee, Bullwinkles. Had no one with me, just went in alone. Was pretty scared at first. Then got a beer and relaxed. I wanted to approach, but I could not seem to bring myself at first. Later on, around 11pm, the place finaly started having a better male/female ratio. Although I still couldn't approach. Then I got some bacardi and walked through the dance floor. Here and there I would try to get eye contanct and then dance/grind with the girls, but not much success. I was sitting down afterwords and this HB9 just came up to me, looked me in the eyes, and started dancing. I got up and followed along, then less then two minutes later she looked at me and walked off. Was a strange experience. I didn't talk to any girls, was too loud to hear my own voice, but I did stay till close at 2am. Since I didn't get a conversation with anyone, I walked four miles back home. Was going to take a cab, but I had so much energy I just walked it off. Took me about 45 minutes.
Perhaps someone can suggest what I'm doing wrong? I'm not a partier and there was no one I knew there, but I was able to manage to stay the whole night. First time I've ever been here. No matter how much reading I do here, doing it out in the "field" is difficult. Perhaps I might try a club next week instead of a bar.
Perhaps someone can suggest what I'm doing wrong? I'm not a partier and there was no one I knew there, but I was able to manage to stay the whole night. First time I've ever been here. No matter how much reading I do here, doing it out in the "field" is difficult. Perhaps I might try a club next week instead of a bar.