-I am drunk posting this-and might be crazy:nervous: But all in all a state of my being which I seek advice.I kinda snapped when reading bible, 15 lessons, like I had an exorcisism of my politically correct nature. a war broke loose inside my head.Am I making a transition?I could care less about females right now. Land of the free is mocking me. I cannot construct a shelter (to live in) without athouraty (what ever) cartman-tearing it down. If I resist -padded truck.Why cannot I live my own I know life isnt fair-are other countries this screwed up? What the hell. I know things of political nature are not recommended but I felt this way as I discoverder myself as I relised myself while reading 15 lessons. I know- boohoo life not fair.But I nede to go for enlightenment far away for a bit i think.is this normal to loose your self at many exelent quotes of enlightement to find myself or am temparalory crazy?but I am not in danger I feel very confident right now but cunfused at same time.
lol Is this a sign of my nuts returning to my possesion?I prolly need someone to talk to besides the computer sorry but thanks for listening if u did for amusment anyhow.il prolly regret it tomoro and delete hehe