Machine10033
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- Dec 29, 2017
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ok...don't know where this came from or why the fck I'm feeling like this. Quick summary around Nov... me and a girl I have known for 5 years start meeting up and hooking up. She is married with 3 kids... uses the love word often. Blames husband for their marriage ending. She ends up getting caught via iCloud. We sort of cut contact but her friends keep reaching out to me and informing me of how she's doing. We both set up email accounts and communicate until I had enough and ghost her. My reasons for ghosting are 1) she admits to cheating on her husband 5 years earlier and blames him. 2) she married the guy after 3 months of dating 3) she has 3 kids... 4) she was very needy.
Anyway I stopped contact and my buddy who knew about the affair wanted to meet at a restaurant close to where she lived. I actually avoided going out because of the chance she is out. He texts me and says I should be glad I ghosted her. She's out with no husband and some new guy is lurking around her. I laughed at first but it felt like a kick in the gut. Why the hell do I feel that!? I ran from this cluster !?
Anyway I stopped contact and my buddy who knew about the affair wanted to meet at a restaurant close to where she lived. I actually avoided going out because of the chance she is out. He texts me and says I should be glad I ghosted her. She's out with no husband and some new guy is lurking around her. I laughed at first but it felt like a kick in the gut. Why the hell do I feel that!? I ran from this cluster !?
