Ok you may have seen in my thread, my ex has made contact with my friends 2 weekends in a row (while I haven't been there) - it's thrown my head out of whack.
I can't stop thinking about her now, I actually despise her though and would never want to get back with her.
I feel the same way. I did lot of wrong sh1t in my last relationship, but in the end she jerked me around emotionally hard. I mean she was kind of just a b1tch sometimes in general, but she did take care of me and let me use her car, ect.
Something happened though after I moved out. I'm not sure if I was hacked or what, but some people were ****ing with me. I'm not sure if she had anything to do with it, but she at least knew and didn't warn me or tell me. Because of this I have no remorse and I honestly i felt so angry at times i wanted to.put a bullet in her head. She is very lucky I didn't do something crazy.
I don't care what I did wrong in the past because the way she treated me the last couple months and her not warning me is betrayal and far worse than anything I did.
At this point she deserved everything I did to her, because you know what? She was kind of a negative, bad attitude, disrespectful b1tch that would withold love and affection and disrespect me and say "if you don't Iike it leave". No wonder why i ended up getting fvcked up all the time. She knew I went to Florida for rehab and was homeless before.
And when she asked me to move out because her parents were coming to visit and she didn't want them to meet me, and I just said ok, and I looked at places, found one, and put a deposit down, and I didn't tell her anything because she wouldn't even talk to me or look at me, when she found out two days before I left that I was indeed leaving, she all of a sudden acted interested in me and like she cared and had feelings again.
This stupid cvnt. She made me feel worthless. My confidence was shot. I was so unhappy and hurt, then she was telling me that I didn't have to leave because her mom had to take her dad to the hospital. When I said I'm leaving anyways she suggested I don't move so far, that there are apartments right around the corner from her. I thought this b1tch is out of her crack smoking mind.
Women like this deserve to be fvcking choke slammed. I have no remorse for anything I did, and honestly I was to knock her the fvck out. I don't give a fvck. She had a huge upper hand that whole relationship and she used it to torment me sometimes and then act like I'm bad.
B1tch i dont give a fvck what you did for me, or how much money you invested because when you start disrespecting me, and throwing up a wall for no reason, gaslighting me, then fvck you. I now am justified in not respecting your feelings or property, and Taking advantage of the whole situation.
You think you can be mean and spiteful? I'll fvcking show you the meaning of cruel, you illiterate hood rat.
She never really withheld sex from me though. When she was being emotionally cruel I didn't even want to fvck her, I would just not even try. She push and pulled me hard, sometimes I did it too.
Fvck that b1tch. My only mistake was not working on myself and dating other women to soften the blow of the break up. I should have cheated on her tbh. Women who are sneaky, and try to manipulate you emotionally because you allow yourself to get attached deserve to be treated like sh1t and used. NEVER feel guilty because i promise you, if she ever acts b1tch she is doing something sneaky even if not cheating.
Treat these women however you feel like and don't show any remorse. Assume she did you or is doing you wrong. That b1tch is lucky I don't want to get locked up. Real lucky.
Most women in this post modern DECAYING society where feminism is the norm and accepted by society, are trash human beings.
