It's 1:30 AM here,
I opened the windows and sat on the edge looking out in the dark.
I was observing the beautiful dark sky, watching the stars.
Reached for my pack of cigarettes and lighted myself one.
While I was smoking and watching the beautiful stars I completely relaxed and started doing my affirmations.
I was just saying I LOVE BEING ME, I LOVE MY LIFE ...
After that I just went to the first star I laid my eyes on and said I love this star, then I took a look on the other star and said I love this star and I keep going on.
By the time I stopped smoking my cigarette and got myself back to earth since I totally flowed away in loving the stars I got this crazy feeling.
I felt like my body was really heavy, I felt like I'm floating in space, I felt total love for everything there is, I loved every single molecule on this world.
I loved it all and that feeling of slight heaviness was so farking awesome. I couldn't believe it. An explosive feeling in my entire body. Totally at ease, at peace, IN LOVE with everything.
I don't know what it was.. I'm still feeling bits of it and since my experience only half an hour has passed.
I had to write about this. It was just such an awesome experience. I can't believe what I have gone through this night.
Truly awesome, LOVE-LISTIC haha
I opened the windows and sat on the edge looking out in the dark.
I was observing the beautiful dark sky, watching the stars.
Reached for my pack of cigarettes and lighted myself one.
While I was smoking and watching the beautiful stars I completely relaxed and started doing my affirmations.
I was just saying I LOVE BEING ME, I LOVE MY LIFE ...
After that I just went to the first star I laid my eyes on and said I love this star, then I took a look on the other star and said I love this star and I keep going on.
By the time I stopped smoking my cigarette and got myself back to earth since I totally flowed away in loving the stars I got this crazy feeling.
I felt like my body was really heavy, I felt like I'm floating in space, I felt total love for everything there is, I loved every single molecule on this world.
I loved it all and that feeling of slight heaviness was so farking awesome. I couldn't believe it. An explosive feeling in my entire body. Totally at ease, at peace, IN LOVE with everything.
I don't know what it was.. I'm still feeling bits of it and since my experience only half an hour has passed.
I had to write about this. It was just such an awesome experience. I can't believe what I have gone through this night.
Truly awesome, LOVE-LISTIC haha