You were just talking about running home!
Don't BLAME other people for creating problems THAT CAN MAKE YOU STRONGER!
Do you know how to bum for money?
Your going to be doing that for a bit after you run away.
Do you know how to wait for a damned bus?
Your not going to be getting on any busses if you got nowheres to go.
Do you know how to walk from the bus station home?
Unless somebody cracked a bat across your knees, you've got no problems now do you?
Dude, I been through your problem. I'f been knocked out by people I couldn't see. I've had punks rail me against a wall and take my whole paycheck. I've had my parents kick me out, I've slept under damned houses, and in snowbanks.
What are you complaining about, they won't pick you up from practice? Man, your lucky you don't have to work your ass off in some processing plant! iF YOUR PARENTS WEREN'T LOOKING OUT FOR YOU, IF THEY DIDN'T GIVE YOU A FLOOR TO SLEEP ON, SPIT ON YOU TO GIVE YOU ENOUGH WATER, AND MAKE YOU SHARE YOUR SUPPER WITH THE DOG WHEN YOU WERE A BABY. You'd be dead right now.
Learn to be thankful you little ingrateful b!tch. If I was there, I'd say this to your face, walk you home, and watch you do your homework in your room.
I'd teach you to grin and bear it.
There are things you cannot change, tehre are things you can learn to enjoy.
Go to the library, read a few books. "A boy named it", "a man named david" those are two good ones to clear your head up.
GO to a damned cictical care hospital. Go fiond the guys on the street corner who can't go for a day without going on meds without going completely fvcking nutz.
There are BILLIONS, read that thousands of thousands of thousands of people are doing WORSE than you EVER will in your life.
Accept that.