Thank you all for what you said and Jafyk you really made me day because i think i was a total moron, guys i think I became mature and a grown up, I want Everyone opinion and sincere review, I am going back to this girl and I am going to be her freind and let her be my friend too. Yet I am confused on some stuff that had never crossed my head when I was acting love!! I am just gonna be myself and act normal in this friendship.
what we have in our newly established friendship: 1. Mobile Phone: Sms as it needs, Talk rarely if we have the time and if she has it I might not have it

and might not answer all her calls funnily enough i used to wait for hours for her call or sms

. We will talk in everything but not love or intimacy. what do you guys think tell me can i go and talk like it is normal and it is normal in fact? I am going out more often and planning on meeting serious real life girls and maybe get the skill and choose one for my life as a life partner or just go out play and practice. I am reading the DJ Bible and some posts.
Tell me SHOULD I GO BACK TO THIS GIRL and be only her friend and she is and will be only my friend? she must be suffering now. and I miss her!!
I am gonna be her friend, If I receive positive posts, but if yes I am gonna need serious and several advice on how to be a male friend for a girl. Thanks allllllllll