i cut out the masturbation long ago. that's the problem i think, when i did it more i was more h0rny now it's barely once every 2 weeks. either my testosterone has gone down inexplicably or something else psychological.
unsurprisingly she has a lot of 'problems' i left no contact and responded to her about something about chemistry can be forced in the long run as the more you sleep with someone you become addicted to them and she agreed then said something about it being too quick and she might be scared and not sure what she wants and she has all these problems.
i dont mind really, i just want some regular sex if i can get it. i just dont want to be her therapist which is what is happening so i'm no contacting, all this BS talk about being in love with her ex still blah blah afc orbiter, i brought it on myself though.. took wrong direction of the convo. i'll just ignore any talk of that.
she's isolated and depressed etc, i feel sorry for her, but in no way am i gona fall for her or have feelings, i just want to feel that sweet pu$$y again. i'm no contacting now, she feels she has me so if she loses me she's more likely to come running back ( deeply insecure, addicted to men who hurt her, so many problems.. exception to the rule)
we'll see she's going on a beach holiday by herself for 2 weeks end of this week (ergo she'll be pounded by many many guys over the next 2 weeks) then we'll see. im not holding my breath. no contact means no contact.
on the plus side i got another number yesterday in person so might have a good shot at some more sex end of this week, she seemed dtf.
and also some other pof girl is coming back from asia tomorrow who's into me, so things are looking up (except my d!ck haha)