Murk
Master Don Juan
I directed her across the street opposite while watching, recording and masturbating from my window. Her driver (some Sergey) tried to get me to collect her from the car, I told him that ain't happening.
Then directed her to my doorstep, she looked nice, I invite her in.
She doesn't speak much English, looked nothing like the pics (although still kinda hot) so I turn her away and get her out my house and came while she left (and saved £130).
Why have I done this? The thrill made it worthwhile, I came on my inside doormat while watching her walk away through the spyhole. I can't help but think I have a problem. That's why I'm admitting to this here. I'm not starved of sex or desperate, I think at one point I was addicted to sex, now I'm just a thrill seeker.
In Mexico I travelled to a dangerous area to sleep with a Canadian blonde prostitute for $150, she even commented how brave I was to come so far into scumbag town.
I have another arranged for Thursday, I have a girlfriend I love sex with, but this... inclination... I've had for 10 years and it doesn't seem to be going away. Is this something I should speak to my therapist about?
Inviting trouble to my own home is a red flag that I'm overlooking to get my kicks, this can't be normal behaviour.
Then directed her to my doorstep, she looked nice, I invite her in.
She doesn't speak much English, looked nothing like the pics (although still kinda hot) so I turn her away and get her out my house and came while she left (and saved £130).
Why have I done this? The thrill made it worthwhile, I came on my inside doormat while watching her walk away through the spyhole. I can't help but think I have a problem. That's why I'm admitting to this here. I'm not starved of sex or desperate, I think at one point I was addicted to sex, now I'm just a thrill seeker.
In Mexico I travelled to a dangerous area to sleep with a Canadian blonde prostitute for $150, she even commented how brave I was to come so far into scumbag town.
I have another arranged for Thursday, I have a girlfriend I love sex with, but this... inclination... I've had for 10 years and it doesn't seem to be going away. Is this something I should speak to my therapist about?
Inviting trouble to my own home is a red flag that I'm overlooking to get my kicks, this can't be normal behaviour.