holy ****.. this day could not have started any worse. First i go to drop off a resume at this car-lot. I was there ther other day and the secretary was ugly and i chatted her up for a bit. Then today i go back to tal kto the manager and this smoking HB8 was working.. i could barely even mutter out words to her and then the manage comes over and im almost positive i made a **** of myself by mumbling and have 0 confidence. To top if off on the way home, i see a smashed up car and think of my ex-gf (major one-itis still..over a year after our relationship ended), cuz we were in a huge crash together. Wait though, it gets better... I acually see her driving on my way home and I just started to feel sick to my stomach and i've been thinking bout her for the last 45 min straight. Man this has to end, I absolutly must learn to talk to people to acheive what i want...Girls,Jobs... everything... Im Lost...
"You'll Never Feel READY to Walk Over"
Next Monday you'll feel more confident. After the gym you'll feel more confident. After one more drink you'll feel more confident. After you get a better haircut, a better jacket, a better job.
You've been "getting ready" for two years.
She's standing ten feet away right now. She'll be gone in four minutes. No amount of preparation will manufacture the courage that only comes from moving your feet.
Walk over. Stumble through the first sentence. Let it be clumsy. Let it be imperfect. You will feel more alive in those ten seconds than you have all month.
on the verge of a meltdown
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