NOFAP MONTH OF JULY.

[Infern0]

Day 20

**** is heavy man

 

[narcissist]

Day 56. Had sex last night. Dopamine shortage today.

 

[resilient]

From my experience, @stringpuller, relapses will happen. The important measure of progress is that the distance between relapse and maintaining NoFap is that the distance gets further and further with a discipline to where you can control your impulses and channel that energy into better productive activities.

 

[narcissist]

Day 58

 

[Infern0]

I dont know if i mentioned byt im going to therapy now too i started last week, the therapist says i have pretty bad childhood trauma.

Also day 23

 

[narcissist]

day 60!

 

[resilient]

Good luck, @Infern0. There's no shame with seeing a therapist.

Mine helped me earlier this year overcome deep seated rejection issues in the spring of this year.

I'm not 100% "restored", yet I'm finally getting to the state of zero fvcks given if a plate jumps branches or channels low interest my way. Fvck it.

Finding contentment in my own life, hobbies, social spheres, gym routine, work, and career transition.

day32

 

[narcissist]

well fellas I fvcking jerked off. I went 60 days. And i just felt like doing it tonight. I have no regrets. Fun little journey. I will resume nofap again tomorrow for the month of august.

 

[QuadDeuces]

Day 1

 

[Infern0]

Day 25 (almost 26)

Feeling a lot of changes, mental clarity is becoming very pronounced.

I have decided, to pursue nothing with women until 90 days, which will also be around 10 therapy sessions for me.

I have realised my motives in the persuit of women are not healthy, and i am not authentic.

This is going to change.

 

[Dust 2 Dust]

I'm trying to give up hardcore porn once and for all. Have relapsed twice this month. It's gotten to the point where I can't get aroused by porn unless I'm watching abuse/simulated rape clips. It is disgusting. This **** will rot your brain and give you the most demented thoughts. Hopefully, shaming myself on here will finally encourage me to get my act together.

 

[Infern0]

Can you elaborate on this authentic comment? Im interested in hearing about that.

A lot of my old childhood trauma is still there, im trying to get girls to fill a void or to make myself "look better" and as a result the women im drawing in are a similar internal quality to myself.

Im having therapy now to get rid of the trauma stuff which i have only had 2 sessions so far but already has been groundbreaking.

I want to actually have decent relationships with decent women in the future, im tired of ons or flings with daddy issues girls.

 

[Infern0]

I'm trying to give up hardcore porn once and for all. Have relapsed twice this month. It's gotten to the point where I can't get aroused by porn unless I'm watching abuse/simulated rape clips. It is disgusting. This **** will rot your brain and give you the most demented thoughts. Hopefully, shaming myself on here will finally encourage me to get my act together.

I never went down the rape route but extreme stuff and abuse stuff was where i ended up. It's unbelivable the damage that stuff does to you so do your best to get free of it

 

[resilient]

Allowed my self to relapse yesterday. I'm going to go NoFap again in August. Congrats, @narcissist for making it as for as you did. 60 days ain't easy man.