Originally posted by kk2004
yes emeriorJack thats how I feel...somedays very rarely it just flows but its soo hard to be carefre, in fact i cant. It doesnt work. yes i do have social anxiety, and I was just hoping that maybe pills wouldnt be the answer..yeah Ive tried drinking and it helps But honestly its not the solution to my problems...substances arent the solution. Whats an SSRI?, but if pills are the only thing that will help me then I guess I will take them.. Im taking Buspar as of right now.
Making eye contact with guys bigger than me gets scary..Anyone who is physically bigger than me sets off that anxiety trigger immediately. Making eye contact with certain ppl will set me off bcuz i will percieve them as threatning to me, such as big dudes or pretty ladies. Or when i know my speech is being heard to more than one or two ppl, i get nervous and anxious and I start feeling anxiety and my thoughts start to become fleeting and I cant make any sense at times and i go blank. When a pretty girl walks by and Im talking with my brother or friend I usualy have to stop bcuz of the anxiety I get, bcuz i cant think about what im saying my mind gets flooded and i go blank, when she leaves I can continue talking and contniue thinking.
