If you dont find a thread interesting then you can just skip it. Or you just want attention you dork.
This is a forum for men looking to improve their success in life and with women. Get better physically, mentally and professionally and attract hot women as a result of that process. As such, I see multiple issues:
propping yourself up that you keep in touch with some slam pig from a decade ago that you haven’t seen - This is not how confident men that progressed in life act
You claim you ‘alpha widowed’ - You keep talking to her. You miss her just as much, likely more so, than she misses you.
you’re on here talking out of both sides of your mouth about what she is doing is low class and yet you’re helping her pick her pictures out - more attention seeking
An alternative viewpoint develops in your bat signal thread of neediness and you resort to 1980’s style name calling - not what men do