metalwater
Master Don Juan
turning point. what do you do. things can be much better.I think this roller coaster is about to end... and I feel relieved. Shame to lose an attractive girl, but I've really lost the plot recently. Smokimg 30 cigarettes, drinking more and more. Pathetic, but no coincidence.
Sent a couple of texts last night, which I deleted. Seems to have tipped her over the edge as she's been texting today, minus the kisses. She kept asking what they said, I can't recall nothing offensive, then she started saying she doesn't care what they said in the grand scheme of things... I read that as meaning its over, so doesn't matter, going by her general tone.
Feel relieved already, as like I mentioned earlier feel cold towards her and that's probably been noted in my general tone. waiting for the hammer blow now.
only need two things from what you have shared.
Girl im seeing has a big social circle, including male friends.
One of them crops up a fair bit. Has a decent career, not a bad looking chap.
This is a common turn of events. If she was telling the story it would sound different. She would be telling how you are becoming insecure and that you're not as terrific as she thought. The truth is that she is causing your feelings and treating you like a plate.Feel relieved already, as like I mentioned earlier feel cold towards her
This will never work out in a way that will be satisfying for you. You might be able to force her to behave how you wish, but she wants to behave how she wants to do. What you want to be satisfied is a woman that wants to please you AND desires your attention more than from any other man.
Find other women, in your groups, or her groups, OLD, anyplace. start chatting with them; about anything. any additional feminine energy into your life. it will trigger you inside to be stronger. of course don't simp to any of them, just get to know them more.