Alright there is this girl I am infatuated with who is also my ex g/f who we dated for almost 3 years and I can't get my mind off of her even when we are apart now for the past month or so and we've even tried dating other people. We had plans to marry too. Also, she told me when we went out that she never kisses a guy she doesnt have sex with but the guy she went on some dates with she's kissed but didn't have sex with or anything. She told me always that she had to be in love to have sex with someone.
I called her up today and she told me she was busy and couldn't talk so i walked 3 floors down in the dorms to her room and asked her if i could come in and she let me. I had hand written her a letter telling her that basically I'm a better person now after our break and that I have changed. I told her that I know we were meant to be together and that I just wanted her to forgive me for the stuff I said and vice versa and to take her out on just one date to show her I've changed. After that I went downstairs to the computer lab and I asked her if I could ask her something so then we talked on the way to class about just random stuff and stuff abotu us too. She told me next year she was thinking of going to another college just because there's 50,000 new people and stuff (bad sign?). I asked her if it was to get away from me and she said no. I think there's a chance that we could get back together but I just need to try alot harder and stop being an asss and just be real.
But we live on campus and such and I don't know what to do. She always says she's busy but I walked her to class today and popped up in her room and she let me talk to her and stuff while she finished up her paper. We wanted to get married and she even told me when we were working on breaking up that "I really wanted to spend the rest of my life with you matt..."
So my question is, should I persue this? What should I do to help it out? And do not tell me to next, when you're in this much love and plan to marry it is hard to just next and find someone else when you can't get your mind off of them.
I called her up today and she told me she was busy and couldn't talk so i walked 3 floors down in the dorms to her room and asked her if i could come in and she let me. I had hand written her a letter telling her that basically I'm a better person now after our break and that I have changed. I told her that I know we were meant to be together and that I just wanted her to forgive me for the stuff I said and vice versa and to take her out on just one date to show her I've changed. After that I went downstairs to the computer lab and I asked her if I could ask her something so then we talked on the way to class about just random stuff and stuff abotu us too. She told me next year she was thinking of going to another college just because there's 50,000 new people and stuff (bad sign?). I asked her if it was to get away from me and she said no. I think there's a chance that we could get back together but I just need to try alot harder and stop being an asss and just be real.
But we live on campus and such and I don't know what to do. She always says she's busy but I walked her to class today and popped up in her room and she let me talk to her and stuff while she finished up her paper. We wanted to get married and she even told me when we were working on breaking up that "I really wanted to spend the rest of my life with you matt..."
So my question is, should I persue this? What should I do to help it out? And do not tell me to next, when you're in this much love and plan to marry it is hard to just next and find someone else when you can't get your mind off of them.