I've started to accept this as a fact. I can talk to girls and hell, if a girl had sex with me I'd probably dominate her ass in bed. But unfortunately, I've come to accept that I'm just not losing my v-card anytime soon. Doesn't mean I'm a bad person, doesn't mean I'm afraid to talk to girls, but it's just a fact.
I'm 19 and a virgin and I can just probably accurately predict, that I'm not getting any lay soon. Now my friends drive me around, which is pretty much the only way I can go to any places where girls hang out. Problem is, while it's cool hanging with them, we never go to where the girls are. That's how it is with one friend atleast.
Other friend just has these black girls who aren't good looking at all and act ghetto(Dude admits he's only in it for the booty). In the end, I don't even want to lose my v-card to that. Sorry if I'm not desperate, but I want to lose my v-card to a chick who's actually decent to look at. That ghetto sh*t is his thing, not mine. I'm from the burbs and therefore want girls who act like they're from the burbs too.
In the end, I'm saying if I was going to lose it, I would want to lose from a girl in suburbs. Most likely, I'd want to lose it to white chick from the suburbs or a black chick from the suburbs, who doesn't act like a hood rat(Which is hard to find). But yeah, my friends dropped me off after we hung out and sitting at my computer now, I can accurately predict that, I'm not getting laid anytime soon.
Hell, even if there WERE girls like that, I have this mindset of "Where is it going to lead?". I have that mindset because I don't want to waste time with a chick. I don't want to talk to her and then have it end at "Well it was nice talking to you" hell no. I want to talk to her and KNOW IT'S GONNA LEAD TO THE BED. This is why if I don't think ****'s gonna go down, I just plain don't waste my time talking to a chick.
So now, where's the night probably leading for me? Me beating my meat to some good porn, then playing video games.
But yeah, just had to get my thoughts off my chest.
I'm 19 and a virgin and I can just probably accurately predict, that I'm not getting any lay soon. Now my friends drive me around, which is pretty much the only way I can go to any places where girls hang out. Problem is, while it's cool hanging with them, we never go to where the girls are. That's how it is with one friend atleast.
Other friend just has these black girls who aren't good looking at all and act ghetto(Dude admits he's only in it for the booty). In the end, I don't even want to lose my v-card to that. Sorry if I'm not desperate, but I want to lose my v-card to a chick who's actually decent to look at. That ghetto sh*t is his thing, not mine. I'm from the burbs and therefore want girls who act like they're from the burbs too.
In the end, I'm saying if I was going to lose it, I would want to lose from a girl in suburbs. Most likely, I'd want to lose it to white chick from the suburbs or a black chick from the suburbs, who doesn't act like a hood rat(Which is hard to find). But yeah, my friends dropped me off after we hung out and sitting at my computer now, I can accurately predict that, I'm not getting laid anytime soon.
Hell, even if there WERE girls like that, I have this mindset of "Where is it going to lead?". I have that mindset because I don't want to waste time with a chick. I don't want to talk to her and then have it end at "Well it was nice talking to you" hell no. I want to talk to her and KNOW IT'S GONNA LEAD TO THE BED. This is why if I don't think ****'s gonna go down, I just plain don't waste my time talking to a chick.
So now, where's the night probably leading for me? Me beating my meat to some good porn, then playing video games.
But yeah, just had to get my thoughts off my chest.