deadmasterx
Senior Don Juan
I'm gonna be brutally honest here. I am (or I think I am) addicted to jerking off.
I have Instagram, and besides having it just for receiving the stuff my girlfriend and friends send me (usually memes) I catch myself surving looking to fit women pictures in there. That's the soft part of it. I usually catch myself watching porn sometimes too, for jerking off and nothing else (I heard that there are people who just watch it because they like, it's not my thing).
I once tried NOFAP and I barely lasted 2 months. I workout and my libido is extremely high, I have sex regularly with my girlfriend (some weeks it's everyday, but it's mostly 4/6 times a week) but for some reason my brain wants more. It's like a escape horniness. I see myself stressed, I jerk off. I had a difficult day, I jerk off. Right before sleeping, "to relax", I jerk off too. Yes, all these times jerking off and still having sex with my girl. It didn't get to the point where I would rather do it than have sex with her (but I'm afraid that in some years, if I keep on like that, I can become one of these people).
I'm opening my heart here because the past few weeks I have found myself literally wanting to **** every woman around me. I am someone with strong principles, I would never cheat on my girlfriend, but these past weeks it feels like I'm fighting against myself, something that never happened before. I'm feeling dirty and sick of it.
I truly want to get rid of it, but I honestly feel like a crackhead in a crack pool. It's ****ing hard.
I would also like to leave the forum open for any of you gentlemen who would also like to open your hearts about your addictions to give and receive tips of how to fight against it. Every tip, question and suggestion is very appreciated.
I have Instagram, and besides having it just for receiving the stuff my girlfriend and friends send me (usually memes) I catch myself surving looking to fit women pictures in there. That's the soft part of it. I usually catch myself watching porn sometimes too, for jerking off and nothing else (I heard that there are people who just watch it because they like, it's not my thing).
I once tried NOFAP and I barely lasted 2 months. I workout and my libido is extremely high, I have sex regularly with my girlfriend (some weeks it's everyday, but it's mostly 4/6 times a week) but for some reason my brain wants more. It's like a escape horniness. I see myself stressed, I jerk off. I had a difficult day, I jerk off. Right before sleeping, "to relax", I jerk off too. Yes, all these times jerking off and still having sex with my girl. It didn't get to the point where I would rather do it than have sex with her (but I'm afraid that in some years, if I keep on like that, I can become one of these people).
I'm opening my heart here because the past few weeks I have found myself literally wanting to **** every woman around me. I am someone with strong principles, I would never cheat on my girlfriend, but these past weeks it feels like I'm fighting against myself, something that never happened before. I'm feeling dirty and sick of it.
I truly want to get rid of it, but I honestly feel like a crackhead in a crack pool. It's ****ing hard.
I would also like to leave the forum open for any of you gentlemen who would also like to open your hearts about your addictions to give and receive tips of how to fight against it. Every tip, question and suggestion is very appreciated.