Thoughts from the old lady:
Ultimately I see two things here. I find her comments about relative member size pretty disrespectful as well, but if OP asked the question point blank, well facepalm on him.
He asked “Why” the guy broke her heart. That is a question you DO NOT want to know the answer to, and it’s best never to ask. I read this as she answered candidly but didn’t stop to consider how her answer might affect him. But I’ve also known men who truly didn’t care about someone’s past & were secure enough to handle whatever answer. She assumed he would be fine with whatever answer she gave & so was straightforward. So for that reason alone it’s not really fair to crucify her. She answered his question.
As an aside…any decent lawyer will tell you that never, NEVER do you ask a “Why” question of a witness on the stand. The rationale is because you cannot predict the answer. The answer to “Why” questions is often a total wildcard, and may not be what you expect.
Having said all that I will at times ask a “Why” question. But I am very self assured and very secure and I am asking to deepen my understanding of my partner. He’s with me now and his previous relationships didn’t work out, and so why do I care? He’s told me stories about prior lovers (some wilder in bed, some with bigger boobs or better bodies or whatever) and they aren’t together now. In fact one of his exes is a close friend to him, and to me. I seriously don’t care. He’s with me and that is what matters now.
Our OP does not have that rock solid self worth. He is insecure & weirded out. That’s all on him. That insecurity will rot the relationship faster than anything else.
Take home message:
1. Work on your self respect OP
2. Don’t ask questions you might not want the answer to
3. Let it go. She’s not with him but with you.
I mean let’s be real. Guys sometimes are fantasizing about someone else in bed…a wild ex, a porn star fantasy, the cute chick down the street.
OP is driving himself nuts. Look at how she treats you. She is with you.
My only concern really is bigger, honestly. This girl sacrificed her standards for security once. THAT is what you must look out for.
Her eyes should light up around you. Do they?This is the bigger issue to watch & evaluate.