Hey,
iam 28 and my girlfriend of 18 month is 22 and we are living together. Iam no native speaker btw
My girlfriend is a kind person. She doesn't smoke, no tattoos. Not a party-queen either. She's very hot and the sex is great. She invested ALOT into the relationship. When i had to move out of my flat she even wanted me to live with her. Everyone i know talks good about her.
Now everything was going very fine in our relationship UNTIL i kind of cheated on her. Well kind of...
A girl on my campus was flirting with me and lead me to a storage room where
she got down on me. This was a short bj until i put her off and went my ways.
Now i told my girlfriend about it ( yeah i know... please no tirades about how stupid iam, i already figured that one out ) and things went bad in a minute.
Now this happened three month ago and we are still living together and i think she kind of gave
me another chance.
The thing is she never really wanted to go out before. Not that i didn't ask her to join me or that
i said she couldn't do it. She once said to her sister: "if i need a guy i just have to go to bars&clubs and thats it"
Now she's lately on "girls night outs" with her sister and some other girls and i put "girls night outs" in brackets because sometimes boyfriends from the other girls come along. My girlfriend never asked me to join. Her sister and even her boyfriend asked me several times if i wanted to join or why i wasn't going out with them. Never my girlfriend though. She's like "this party aint for him" etc... or just not responding to this at all. So i told her that i feel put off because she never wants to go party with me.
She said she basically wants some time for herself. Doing girls stuff. I went parting myself with people i know ( including hot girls ).
Iam not stupid. First of all i know its all about male attention there and not about girls stuff. Its about getting compliments and rebuilding the broken ego maybe. Flirting here and there. I don't think she would make out or go home with a dude especially because of her sister and sisters boyfriend. They know what i did and still like me. The thing is i trust her sister more than my own girlfriend. lol. But thats because we have such a lack of communication lately... She still talks about buying a house 5 years down the road etc. and getting children. We have even booked a vacation in a few weeks together. I sometimes think she sees me as a trophy husband but is seeking for adventure elsewhere.
However, what can i do about this? Shud i just wait and hope this "phase" stops? Or prepare myself to get dumbed soon? Or cheated on? Or just accept it as what it is?
I think i can't really tell her to not go out. That would look super insecure.
Best regards, T.
iam 28 and my girlfriend of 18 month is 22 and we are living together. Iam no native speaker btw
My girlfriend is a kind person. She doesn't smoke, no tattoos. Not a party-queen either. She's very hot and the sex is great. She invested ALOT into the relationship. When i had to move out of my flat she even wanted me to live with her. Everyone i know talks good about her.
Now everything was going very fine in our relationship UNTIL i kind of cheated on her. Well kind of...
A girl on my campus was flirting with me and lead me to a storage room where
she got down on me. This was a short bj until i put her off and went my ways.
Now i told my girlfriend about it ( yeah i know... please no tirades about how stupid iam, i already figured that one out ) and things went bad in a minute.
Now this happened three month ago and we are still living together and i think she kind of gave
me another chance.
The thing is she never really wanted to go out before. Not that i didn't ask her to join me or that
i said she couldn't do it. She once said to her sister: "if i need a guy i just have to go to bars&clubs and thats it"
Now she's lately on "girls night outs" with her sister and some other girls and i put "girls night outs" in brackets because sometimes boyfriends from the other girls come along. My girlfriend never asked me to join. Her sister and even her boyfriend asked me several times if i wanted to join or why i wasn't going out with them. Never my girlfriend though. She's like "this party aint for him" etc... or just not responding to this at all. So i told her that i feel put off because she never wants to go party with me.
She said she basically wants some time for herself. Doing girls stuff. I went parting myself with people i know ( including hot girls ).
Iam not stupid. First of all i know its all about male attention there and not about girls stuff. Its about getting compliments and rebuilding the broken ego maybe. Flirting here and there. I don't think she would make out or go home with a dude especially because of her sister and sisters boyfriend. They know what i did and still like me. The thing is i trust her sister more than my own girlfriend. lol. But thats because we have such a lack of communication lately... She still talks about buying a house 5 years down the road etc. and getting children. We have even booked a vacation in a few weeks together. I sometimes think she sees me as a trophy husband but is seeking for adventure elsewhere.
However, what can i do about this? Shud i just wait and hope this "phase" stops? Or prepare myself to get dumbed soon? Or cheated on? Or just accept it as what it is?
I think i can't really tell her to not go out. That would look super insecure.
Best regards, T.