I finally got tired of all the anger I felt towards women and went and seen a psychiatrist. He told me it was my fault, which I already knew lol. He told me my main problem was anxiety and he put on Effexor to help. I know being man I have to be the one to ask the woman out but when it came time I always froze up and then I would beat myself up and then start blaming women. Currently there are four women at work that are in different departments then I'am that I'm gonna ask out. I had an opportunity to ask two of them out today and I froze up again and came home from work upset. It seems so hopeless at times and I think thats what bothers me the most. I've made alot of improvements over the years and I know It'll come.


