emotions

[loving]

this feeling in my chest

i'm posting this here because i dont know where else it could go..

i have this feeling in my chest, it is very very powerful and it seems when I am feeling ti everyone around me is happier, especially women, children and animals, and when i supress it people become "lower"

anyway, I think of it as a neutral feeling, because I wouldn't say it feels bad. Then again my meter for good feelings isnt so great! anyway, when i make the feeling go away, after abvout 1-5 minutes if i've been keeping it long, or 1-20 seconds otherwise, i feel HORRIBLE, and DISGUSTING like a withdrawal

does this mean i should keep trying to make this feeling stronger or lose it due to the pain of not having it?

 

[everywomanshero]

Dude, I think you should see a consouler for real. If you're feeling this way, you probably have some irrational beliefs that you need help sorting out. If you had a bad flu, you'd go to a doctor right? So if you have strong, negative emotions, you should see someone who is trained in helping you deal with that.

 

[loving]

Heres the thing it feels pretty good when its here. As I type im making it grow stronger and stronger.

The bad part is when it goes away its like a void comes up in me there of horrible negativity. I compare this feeling to a drug, except I can control it.

What do you guys think

Please someone who knows about their emotins help me