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Senior Don Juan
this feeling in my chest
i'm posting this here because i dont know where else it could go..
i have this feeling in my chest, it is very very powerful and it seems when I am feeling ti everyone around me is happier, especially women, children and animals, and when i supress it people become "lower"
anyway, I think of it as a neutral feeling, because I wouldn't say it feels bad. Then again my meter for good feelings isnt so great! anyway, when i make the feeling go away, after abvout 1-5 minutes if i've been keeping it long, or 1-20 seconds otherwise, i feel HORRIBLE, and DISGUSTING like a withdrawal
does this mean i should keep trying to make this feeling stronger or lose it due to the pain of not having it?
i'm posting this here because i dont know where else it could go..
i have this feeling in my chest, it is very very powerful and it seems when I am feeling ti everyone around me is happier, especially women, children and animals, and when i supress it people become "lower"
anyway, I think of it as a neutral feeling, because I wouldn't say it feels bad. Then again my meter for good feelings isnt so great! anyway, when i make the feeling go away, after abvout 1-5 minutes if i've been keeping it long, or 1-20 seconds otherwise, i feel HORRIBLE, and DISGUSTING like a withdrawal
does this mean i should keep trying to make this feeling stronger or lose it due to the pain of not having it?
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