Dustmuffins Journal

[dustmuffin]

Drove three hours to my boys graduation. Had to fight back the tears. I'm really proud of him.
He will be staying with me so I can't bring Sundays date home with me. I will suggest her place if things go well. I really don't care if it works out. There are more women to be had.

Thinking about what I'm doing for self improvement starting in Jan.
1. Improv classes
2. Weights/exercise
3. Ballroom dancing lessons
4. Start epee fencing again

When I have time meet ups and dates. This will not be a priority.

My ex sent me an email wanting an opinion about a situation with her boy. Yes i could have been an ass hole and not replied. I did becasue i have a soft head and soft heart when it comes to raising boys. I am a good father. I wont be raising any other guys kids though. Not marrying anyone. Dont mind giving advice. Plus that burning in my gut about my x is gone. It is what it is.

 

[dustmuffin]

Date with engineer went well. It lasted to long but that was my fault. Should have bailed earlier. Made out in her car. Kissed at the bar and went out for a walk. Lasted 2 and 1/2 hours. Anyway I will ask her out again next week. She was hinting around at seeing star wars and some other stuff. I fed her with so much Bs her eyes were brown. She would ask me a question. I wouldn't answer and turn it around to ask her a question. I had her laughing. We will see how it goes. I did have fun.

 

[KingBeef]

Texting with date now on Monday due to her job. She is sexting up a storm. This should be easy.

Great job man, keep it up.

 

[dustmuffin]

Great job man, keep it up.

Meh.....she stopped texting. She was complaining about one of her patients that was about to kick. Idk but she may have lost intetest. It dosent mater.

 

[KingBeef]

I really don't care if it works out. There are more women to be had.

^^^THIS. Sir I couldn't be more happier for you. If men truly realized that there are so many women in this world, so many that even a sex craved Neanderthal won't have enough time to bed them all.

When you are making progress and becoming a better man, when you flex your masculinity around and show them who you really are all of a sudden women that you would never think you had a chance become possible. Keep it up...

 

[dustmuffin]

The tattooed Amazon just texted me wanting to go out. I had her on ignore for i dont know how long.

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

How did the hotel go?

 

[dustmuffin]

How did the hotel go?

She flaked with a story. Friends mom on deathbed, she quit her job...blah blah...I didn't buy into her drama. Said when things settle down give me a call. She texted again with more bs I just said ok.

Tattooed amazon Is back from the dead. Wanted to go out tomorrow. Told her no and that I would get back to her.

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

Damn, charge that **** to the game and charge that chick too. Sounds like BS.

 

[dustmuffin]

Damn, charge that **** to the game and charge that chick too. Sounds like BS.

It is I think she has issues. She moved from Florida to okla to marry a guy she met on the internet. She has flags...I was only interested in her vag...doesn't mater more and better on the way.

 

[dustmuffin]

Have to set up two dates. Both women about 6 ft tall..I'm 5 11......calling tomorrow...

 

[dustmuffin]

She flaked with a story. Friends mom on deathbed, she quit her job...blah blah...I didn't buy into her drama. Said when things settle down give me a call. She texted again with more bs I just said ok.

Tattooed amazon Is back from the dead. Wanted to go out tomorrow. Told her no and that I would get back to her.

Hotel girl texted me. She continued with her stories. Anyway going to try to make plans with her. Not really excited about the dates I'm setting up but I will force myself to do it. I would just sit at home not good. My head is screwed up again after emails with ex. She told me that i taught her what it was like to be actually cared for in addition to the boy issues. Really? Well **** you! Wants to be friends again....no.....i treated her very well and as we all know where that gets you. Never again. I should have just ignored her email. She is a big girl and can figure things out for herself. I think if i get laid on one of these dates it will possibly change my perspective. I just want to have her out of my head.

 

[NSX-R]

Good job till now dude.

That ex of yours seems to try and turn things around again. That friend proposal seems too suspicious. Get rid of her interruptions as soon as possible cause she fcks you up in your mentality without you realizing it.

 

[dustmuffin]

Good job till now dude.

That ex of yours seems to try and turn things around again. That friend proposal seems too suspicious. Get rid of her interruptions as soon as possible cause she fcks you up in your mentality without you realizing it.

I know she does. I am not going to respond to any future contact. It does screw me up. Got one date set for sat waiting on return calls from others.

 

[dustmuffin]

Saturday star wars movie with the amazon. We will meet at my house then go to movie. Sex or last date. I know she likes anal. What a coincedence I do too...my **** in her a ss

 

[dustmuffin]

Date sat and one sunday. All set....Might be a double **** weekend

 

[Maximus Rex]

Saturday star wars movie with the amazon. We will meet at my house then go to movie. Sex or last date. I know she likes anal. What a coincedence I do too...my **** in her a ss

How does taking a chick to the movies who isn't your girlfriend, (let alone had sex with,) and standing in line for said movie a minimum of two hours before the movie opens benefits you?

 

[dustmuffin]

How does taking a chick to the movies who isn't your girlfriend, (let alone had sex with,) and standing in line for said movie a minimum of two hours before the movie opens benefits you?

I already bought the tickets on way home from work took 5 mins. There will be no waiting in line. The theater I use is very nice but not popular. The total cost of tickets was 12 bucks for two. We will walk right in and find our seats. She will meet me at my house and then we will drive over together. It will benefit me because this is her last chance. I either get kinky sex or she gets the boot. She contacted me after i gave her a soft next. She asked me out and I told her no that I would contact her and we would get together soon. I did she accepted quickly. So I'm fairly positive that I ll get sex. I really don't care. I wouldn't stand in line for two hours for anything not even for for sure sex.

 

[dustmuffin]

Restrained myself about a dozen times from writing email. She doesn't want me she wants emotional support. Why should I give her that? Her current *******s job. I will not do his job and he gets the reward. I don't want sex with her anway. Long drive and plenty of p ussy around here. My mind is better. Kind of looking forward to the weekend possibility of sex with two different women. The third women never returned my call. I will next her.

It is hard as hell to get my mind right. I can see how some just give up. I have made much progress. That is encouraging. I was really a gigantic mess. Any kind of contact with my ex is not good for me. Need to get to the i dont care phase. Im there in other aspects of my life. I just dont understand how i let myself become such a pathetic specimen mentally. I was lazy i guess. Dosent mater. There is a problem fix it.

Asked young girl to come vacuum my house. Then she asked if i would cook dinner. I said yes. She thought about it and said something about my age. I told her she would never know. She is 23. Good to practice flirting with but struck out with the covert date request. It doesn't mater. I see her everyday and will still have fun with her.

 

[CuddleJunkie]

Simply go full no contact forever. She knew she could have a reply from you if she applied to your paternal feelings, and then she tried to hook you again. You know better than that dustmuffin. Good luck with the movie plan btw