Dustmuffins Journal

[dustmuffin]

I am still nervous. Might be my thyroid medicine. Anway counter girl was flirting with me hard. I see her almost every day.she I'd in early 20s and just broke up with her bf. Her nick name is boobs. I call her that to her face and she just laughs. She told me about sex books she wss reading. Her bf was abusive. Idc i just want to **** her and have fun. Anyway i knew i would screw up the close with my mental state. I was doing good just to hang flirting. I will see her and ask if she went back to bf. No ..hey give me your number. Lets have some fun. It is odd that I can go from feeling great to crappy. Went to therapist and she suggested i change to a male councilor. Going to do that. She wanted me to communicate like a woman. Boy graduates Saturday and will be home for good. He is already talking workout schedule with me. He will live with me for a while and cramp my style. Idk its great to have home home.

 

[9asus2]

Just a little tip, purely theory for me, as we both know lately I'm in a slump, but see what you think:

Don't address the bf situation, just go straight for the number/pull...make the reality you & her & no-one else.
If she comes back with "im back with my bf" then fine...but you shouldn't be the one to bring it up

 

[CuddleJunkie]

Maybe start an habit of drinking rooibos after lunch and dinner to fight nervousness? Also, it's great that you can share time with your son.

 

[dustmuffin]

Maybe start an habit of drinking rooibos after lunch and dinner to fight nervousness? Also, it's great that you can share time with your son.

I am a non drinker. I have had a few ibeprofins before dates. I used to be calm. My breakup screwed that up. The breakup as a whole is positive. I will be a better person because of it. Yes my boy has been away to long. It did him good though. Military school will change you for the better.

 

[dustmuffin]

Just a little tip, purely theory for me, as we both know lately I'm in a slump, but see what you think:

Don't address the bf situation, just go straight for the number/pull...make the reality you & her & no-one else.
If she comes back with "im back with my bf" then fine...but you shouldn't be the one to bring it up

Good idea I will try that.

 

[CuddleJunkie]

I am a non drinker.

Rooibos is a tea to calm yourself, helps against anxiety and the like. I drink it after dinner to relax a little, but used to drink it after lunch when I had to study a lot and was nervous.

 

[dustmuffin]

Rooibos is a tea to calm yourself, helps against anxiety and the like. I drink it after dinner to relax a little, but used to drink it after lunch when I had to study a lot and was nervous.

Thanks for the tip I will try it.

 

[dustmuffin]

OK girl at 711 bought me a hotdog. I flirted with her asked her if she was taking me to dinner. I didn't want her number but had fun with her.

 

[dustmuffin]

Still a little nervous. Set up date for next Tuesday and she is already talking sex. Should be fun. Gonna call women I met at wine tasting and set up date for Sunday. I nexted the tatooed Amazon. I just wasn't feeling it with her and nexted the youngster. I have a meet up at a retro bar tomorrow night. Then meet up Christmas party Monday. I think I hired a cleaning lady. She is a custodian at work. I think I should be able to pull more ladies at the meet ups. Still have a case of the nerves though but still chatting it up with folks.

 

[dustmuffin]

Texting with date now on Monday due to her job. She is sexting up a storm. This should be easy.

 

[Armourhead]

You mentioned your son went to Military school? Westpoint or the Air force/navy academies?

 

[dustmuffin]

You mentioned your son went to Military school? Westpoint or the Air force/navy academies?

No ...

 

[dustmuffin]

Thinking about ex and how women are Myers in general. Need to get over anger. I wish I knew this DJ stuff earlier in life.

Side note date on Monday is booking a room at the Hyatt. 200 bucks...looks like I will pound it. I'm not paying for it she is.

 

[9asus2]

Side note date on Monday is booking a room at the Hyatt. 200 bucks...looks like I will pound it. I'm not paying for it she is.

Bravo! That was out of the blue huh!

 

[CuddleJunkie]

I'm not paying for it she is.

Can't wait to feel that feel. Must be amazing.

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

Where did you meet her at? Been out with her before?

Good stuff. Knock her down.

 

[dustmuffin]

Where did you meet her at? Been out with her before?

Good stuff. Knock her down.

No meet her online just phone and text. She works as a health caregiver for some wealthy people 24 hours a day except for one or two days off a week. She isn't comfortable coming to my house and lives with her elderly parents. With all of the hours seems like she earns quite a bit and no time to spend it. She is hourly. We are to meet for dinner first. She already has some red flags but I just want to ****.

 

[dustmuffin]

Can't wait to feel that feel. Must be amazing.

No I really don't give a s hit. My give a shi tter is off now most of the time. When she mentioned the hotel I thought to myself I'm not paying for that. I have changed my attitude. I will f uck anywhere IDC.

 

[dustmuffin]

Update on the hotel date have been texting her. She wants me to bring massage oil, lube and a dildo..she wont be going home for the weekend. Also silk ties and a blindfold. Oh and another ed flag she wants me to go to a bull riding event in Jan with her parents.....no ty

I also set up a date for sunday at a bar with a woman I meet on meet-ups. I called her and set it up.

 

[OlympicTim]

Update on the hotel date have been texting her. She wants me to bring massage oil, lube and a dildo..she wont be going home for the weekend. Also silk ties and a blindfold. Oh and another ed flag she wants me to go to a bull riding event in Jan with her parents.....no ty

I also set up a date for sunday at a bar with a woman I meet on meet-ups. I called her and set it up.

****ing awesome man keep killing it