Alright guys, let me start off with me saying I have finished week #2. Cheers to me
Before I say anything about my day I want to tell you a few things. One, while you're doing this just let go of yourself. I'm serious, don't think about what you want to do. At most notice something interesting and go up and talk to people. If not, just ask them questions. Two, feel confident. This is a conversation; it's impossible to fail in a conversation. Tell me a time where you were talking to someone and they ****ed up the conversation. That never happens, because anything stupid they say is grounds for MORE conversation. Third, know you can do this. Know that you are better then anything holding your back. Let go.
It was great. I'm telling you if you have never been the talkative type and you go on your days with the same old **** then talking to whoever passes by is great. I feel really good and confident. I feel SO good that when I look in the mirror I can sense the confidence on my reflection. Seriously, it's ****ing incredible. Here's the report, I hope you can find the time to read it. I'm thinking this will be pretty long.
Alright, today a club I was in was hosting a Soccer Tournament. They wanted me to show up to support them. So I agree and wake up and start getting ready. I head out to the field and notice there's quite a few people. I talk to some of my friends and greet a few strangers. Right before the first game is about to start I'm going to get water and notice a girl I know (HBTaken) with another girl (HBDiffEthnic). HBDiffEthnic is an HB8/8.5 and is from another ethnic background then me (somewhat sexy
). So I'm walking to them and from a distance I wave to HBTaken but I notice that HBDiffEthnic waved back and smiled. So I just go in confidently and talk to both. I start off by asking if their going to play or just support. They tell me that they'll be leaving in a bit because they have to do some stuff. While we're talking I'm leaning back on a big jug of water with my arm on it. They were leaning in and I felt alpha... We also talk about HBDiffEthnic and stuff I don't exactly remember. This was about 3-4 minutes.
So I tell them I need to work on the field and leave them. But before I leave them I tell HBEthnicTaken it was nice meeting her and shake her hand. The only thing I regret is I shook her hand like when I shake a man. I felt stupid because I've read I shouldn't do it like that, but I waved it off like nothing.
So I do some stuff on the field and I start working with a guy. He's part of the club and I don't know him. So I bust on him saying how I would have seen him if he goes to the meetings. Apparently he does. We talk for quite a bit on different things ranging from internships, companies, ethnic backgrounds, and other stuff. This lasts like 4-8 minutes. He's now one more person I know and can freely talk to.
As I'm going to my position I notice a few subs for a team standing close to where I should be standing. Let me give a few details first. This team has unison team shirts (only team that had this) and they were weird colors and a weird mix. The subs right now are 2 girls and 1 guy. I walk up to them (I feel so good I did) and ask them if they actually do compete (in intramurals) together. They joke on how they tried but were late so they signed up for this tournament. I then ask them what's up with the shirts. It turns out the two girls made it last night. I bust on them a little on how they must have had nothing to do. I also tell them it's good because it makes the other team intimidated. One girl starts laughing hysterically saying how thats the same thing she thought. So I ask them if they play soccer and they just play sometimes. I also talk to them a bit more on other stuff I can't remember. There were some stalls but during that time she would cheer there team on and I would watch the game. I also kept pushing that one of them should play and score a bit. That girl was an HB7Soccer. that lasted for about 10 minutes (probably more). I would also talk to some other teammates, but definitly not as much. Then halftime comes up and I go do some stuff. When I am walking back I plan on initiating kino. I just want to walk up to her, hit her on her arm a bit, and tell her she should go play now (she had tripped out of nowhere earlier today). The only thing is I stop because she's on a cell phone. Then she gets off but I don't feel it anymore. So I start talking to subs from another team. I just go up to them and start talking. I dont remember the exact conversation, sorry. But it definitly lasted more then 2 minutes. Then the game ends and I go talk to some friends.
Please note I am talking to my friends and accquantices in a way I didn't normally do. My brother even notices me talking a lot more.
Wow I talked to so many people I actually have to sort this sh1t out. I also know I won't mention a few because I'll be writing a god damn novel.
I also had another opportunity to go and talk to her but I made myself stop because of stupid sh1t. Remember, LET GO. This is the only time I did this.
Okay, I'm skipping a few hours because I talked to people, but don't remember anything I said or how long it was. Some where short some where medium length convos. Some made the 2 minute bracket, others didn't But I don't need to count because so far I've told you about 4 convos so I'm done. I also made accquantices and friends with the people.
But I do want to share one thing else that happened.
The tournament ended, prizes were given out, etc etc. So I'm about to leave and am telling a girl I know (HB8) goodbye (I've known her for a litte more then a year but don't talk to her much). But instead of just saying bye I tell her she did a good job organizing this tournament and that it came out real good. The only this is while I tell her I have my hand on her arm. Earlier in the day I had also given her a thumbs up and a smile when she was dancing for fun (Out of instinct because I was seriously on a high). After I touch her I notice she is looking at me in the eyes more then usual. She also looks at me in the eyes when she is talking to other people. It was great. Kino works, and I know it. I have officially started week #3 today. Wish me the best of luck because I am noticing I will have a lot of fun finding 10 girls to talk to this week. I should probably hit up a social event...hmm I need to find one.
One word to everyone, let's get this done together. Do this for yourself and no one else. Know you are better. We can finish, come on.
