Okay so listen man, when I was young apparently my doctors said I had Aspbergers Syndrome or something. And yeah, when I was in especially 5th, 6th and 7th grade people would often tease me because :I had a kind of slow voice. Was this because of the Aspbergers Syndrome? Who knows. When I was younger I also thought visually than I think now, which is with words.
Thing that doesn't make sense to me, is that even in those grades I had friends and was social. Sure I wasn't the coolest kid, far from it, but I had friends who I hung out with. And if I remember correctly, a person with Aspberger's isn't suppose to be social. And 7th Grade's where I started changing even more, becoming even MORE social and starting to care more about my social status. In 7th Grade, I acheived what you might call popularity in my class. You definitely don't see that happening to people with Aspberger's.
Next year I moved, blah blah, 8th Grade, moved to my current school district, where I really wasn't social that year blah blah. And then in 9th Grade, I people calling me a retard AGAIN because I had a slow voice and I let this affect me, got mad and got in fights with them. But eventually I started realizing that it was only a small group of idiots who thought that. 10th Grade was normal, got in one fight though. 11th Grade, I didn't get in any fights and later this year I started doing approaching more. 12th Grade, I did a lot of approaching and was VERY social, which goes against doctors saying I had Aspberger's. And even when people did call me a retard later on, I just ignored it or laughed it off.
So in the end, should I really worry about it? Like is there a possibility that the Doctors were actually wrong? I'd like to know that. I mean there's a lot of evidence out there that I DON'T have it.
Thing that doesn't make sense to me, is that even in those grades I had friends and was social. Sure I wasn't the coolest kid, far from it, but I had friends who I hung out with. And if I remember correctly, a person with Aspberger's isn't suppose to be social. And 7th Grade's where I started changing even more, becoming even MORE social and starting to care more about my social status. In 7th Grade, I acheived what you might call popularity in my class. You definitely don't see that happening to people with Aspberger's.
Next year I moved, blah blah, 8th Grade, moved to my current school district, where I really wasn't social that year blah blah. And then in 9th Grade, I people calling me a retard AGAIN because I had a slow voice and I let this affect me, got mad and got in fights with them. But eventually I started realizing that it was only a small group of idiots who thought that. 10th Grade was normal, got in one fight though. 11th Grade, I didn't get in any fights and later this year I started doing approaching more. 12th Grade, I did a lot of approaching and was VERY social, which goes against doctors saying I had Aspberger's. And even when people did call me a retard later on, I just ignored it or laughed it off.
So in the end, should I really worry about it? Like is there a possibility that the Doctors were actually wrong? I'd like to know that. I mean there's a lot of evidence out there that I DON'T have it.
