Poonani Maker
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- Apr 29, 2007
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It's very few women that just everything I say is the Right thing to say to her because her voice or her personality or her welcoming always sparks my brain to create a line or inflection that spurs interest in her mind and every time we see each other we never get put off by one another or angry or in a bad mood with one another. We just 'click.' I have one like that going on 4 years now, she's a mom, a teacher, a former librarian, with a chirpy voice (always has turned me on or sparked my mind to love her in speech and other ways of course - the woman who changed me forever in 2005 had that same voice, think June Carter or Reese Whitherspoon you know A-type). My first impression to her landed perfect (like a gymnast and SHE is very gymnasty), and all throughout our 'liking' of each other has stayed strong even building. She's 4 years OLDER than me, but my mind shunts this knowledge, though I know my eyes seeing her declothed would wince the sag and fatness (though she's recently lost weight, doesn't matter cause 'I' know past early 30s, most women's bodies are not to my liking) so maybe we could just lose control and not get fully naked, that would be ideal. She's married. I feel a strong urge from myself and her everytime we meet though, how I say her name how she says mine and how we must hide our affections from one another from others present because all of us know she's married. She's very sexual in being like in secret she lets slivers get shown in smile from the side. She's (or was) involved in church. She probably sees me as being a validation of sorts of that she's still "got it" (attraction). It's purely her spirit and voice that attracts me though and her acceptance of me or dropping everything for me and sexual word play with me overtones/undertones that get me aroused many hours after an encounter with her. It's youthful. It's the sneakiness of it all also that draws me in or I can tell she's spinning a spell on me and I'll return it on her. She's kinda a mercenary in her work and from a state in the midwest - middle of nowhere - or obscurity (cold place) but she has to work and is certainly Not rich just middle or low-middle class. She's a mom and a reader/educator. If we were to be alone (completely and without a shadow of a doubt for the next few hours) I wonder if she would force the issue because she has grabbed my hands before (kind of alarming or surprising last year). She likes to play though. It would be dangerous.