When will I learn?
This hor who I was LJBFed by months ago calls me up to go out drinking tonight (short backstory, I burned the bridge between us a half dozen times, yet she keeps coming back, only to taunt me over and over). I reluctantly agree.
I eventually pop up. She's talking to some dude. I get over it and wander off on my own, only for her to find a a table close to me, to further bury those nails by talking to him right there in front of me. ****ing guy gives her a hug and leaves. She comes over and sits down next to me (only she's got two other male companions sitting across from me, joy!). Before I can even get in a word some other dude shows up, and her attention of fully on him. The only time she even acknowledges me is when he goes to get another drink. I told her that I regret showing up. She give me some line about how she wasn't expecting these people to show up. Yawn.
At some point she and her new long haired male friend get up and go outside. Her other friends look at each other and go "Oooo... sucky sucky $5!". I finally take this as my cue to **** off and go somewhere happier, to drink myself into oblivion and chat with fat chicks...
How could I be so stupid as to fall into this trap? The whole night I was texting this other girl (to rate her on some 1-10 scale would be an utter insult) who kept telling me to get the **** out of there, as soon as possible. Why couldn't I listen to her sooner?
It's not like I need her. Girls fight over me. Yet this stupid, overweight ***** and her sagging tits hold some power over me. WTF gives?
This hor who I was LJBFed by months ago calls me up to go out drinking tonight (short backstory, I burned the bridge between us a half dozen times, yet she keeps coming back, only to taunt me over and over). I reluctantly agree.
I eventually pop up. She's talking to some dude. I get over it and wander off on my own, only for her to find a a table close to me, to further bury those nails by talking to him right there in front of me. ****ing guy gives her a hug and leaves. She comes over and sits down next to me (only she's got two other male companions sitting across from me, joy!). Before I can even get in a word some other dude shows up, and her attention of fully on him. The only time she even acknowledges me is when he goes to get another drink. I told her that I regret showing up. She give me some line about how she wasn't expecting these people to show up. Yawn.
At some point she and her new long haired male friend get up and go outside. Her other friends look at each other and go "Oooo... sucky sucky $5!". I finally take this as my cue to **** off and go somewhere happier, to drink myself into oblivion and chat with fat chicks...
How could I be so stupid as to fall into this trap? The whole night I was texting this other girl (to rate her on some 1-10 scale would be an utter insult) who kept telling me to get the **** out of there, as soon as possible. Why couldn't I listen to her sooner?
It's not like I need her. Girls fight over me. Yet this stupid, overweight ***** and her sagging tits hold some power over me. WTF gives?
