Caught up again!!!!

[bdr23]

Here's a brief summary of the situation

-Was dating for about a year.
-We broke up basically because we were seeing too much of each other like seeing and sleeping with each other everyday and got frustrated with each other often.
-We did not talk for about 2 weeks, then started talking again.
-I work where she lives but I moved away so I commute to work now.


Here is what is happening right now
-Talking now and I have slept at her house about 5 times in the last 10 days. Had sex and was going to again last night but I got messed up a little too much. We kiss affectionatley and everything.
-She brought up letting me stay at her house a couple times a week so I agreed.
-Me and her tell each other that we love each other and she always asks me if I do and I say yes or you know the answer.
-She also kind of brought up what she wants and vice or versa. She says she doesnt know what she wants and I didnt really tell her what I want. But I want her as my gf again i try not to tell her know that, maybe my actions do though

I feel that we are getting close too each other again but if she ends up not wanting to be in a relationship again then that sucks. Maybe deep down inside she does too i dont know. Right now my cell phone is shut off and it will stay off for the next couple of days im suppose to stay over her house tomorrow cause I need to think about what im getting into and be unavailable . Im not going to bring up where we are at or what I want I know thats her job. But what else can I do here? I dont know if i should leave or stay around its hard I can just pick up and leave.

 

[frivolousz21]

you need to bring Balance to the Force.


how old are you?

it seems you spent way to much time with her.

I mean seeing your girl 4 or 5 times a week is great.

but if ur spending the night as well..that can be overkill.

bring balance to ur life and it will fall in place.

 

[darth yoda]

See other women do you? If not, perhaps this will aid in clarifying answers my young padawan.

See her too much you do. She senses your desperation for a relationship.

One-itis do you have.

:nervous:

 

[bdr23]

Im 22 and shes 24. Im going to try to bring balance its good that I dont live up here with her anymore right now. Im not with her right now "technically" weve only been hanging out again for about 2 weeks after not being together for about a month. I just dont like not knowing where we stand but I know I cant bring it up cause it might scare her. Im the type of person that just wants to get things doen right then and there but I try to have a lot of self control

 

[frivolousz21]

u lived with her?

how long did u live with her?

 

[bdr23]

well i was basically living there I had a house cause I was in college also but I would stay at her house basically everynight and be with her everynight. I know there is a possibility of getting back together since im not living next to her anymore so therefore would only see each other a couple times a week