No I don't. In past I had 'friends' who turned out to be very sh1ty people who I ditched with time. Now I have a lot of people I hang out with from time to time but don't consider them that good friends. Real friendships are very rare in today's world and most of friendships are because of some benefit.
I'm my own best friend. I do sh1t for myself in life. I can go out alone with no problem. You can't ever be dependent on someone, especially people with who you are good today and not tomorow.
I think you can you consider yourself extremely fortunate to have one or two really good friends that you can trust.
I have two friends that I would trust with anything. One of them I met in my 30s, the other one in my 40s. Both of them really helped me to make it through my divorce. In turn, I have been there whenever they needed me, anytime anyplace. It’s funny, the one I met in my 30s is the guy who introduced me to the other one. He said: “you have to meet this guy, he’s a lot like you and I think you’ll really like him”. He’s like a brother from another mother.
All three of us are extremely strong individuals who handle our own ****. However, life is so much better for the three of us, having friends we can trust and to enjoy life with.
-Augustus-