This guy is insane
http://www.livejournal.com/users/chuckmoulton/
I really need to stop reading livejournal before class.
My daily routine is to wake up, start up my computer while I brush my teeth and shave, read my usual sites (livejournal, 158, the Conversatron, BugBoard, the FICS Forum, my Yahoo groups, and a few miscellaneous weblogs), shower, then get in the car and head to law school.
I've found this works fine most days, but when I have my 8:40 AM class on Mondays and Wednesdays there are problems. First of all the commute takes double as long because of rush hour, and for some reason I always fail to factor that into my mental clock. Secondly, I'm always dead tired because it's such a ridiculous hour to be awake.
Unfortunately with so little time to spare, if any of the websites I read have anything substanative to digest or respond to I pretty much have zero chance of making the 8:40 AM class.
The obvious solution is to stop reading websites before class those days. I've been trying that, but so far every morning when I wake up the shower has been occupied by someone else, and I figured while I was waiting I might as well poke around online. Then I get sucked in.
Today I've wasted many hours worrying about this restraining order thing some anonymous user mentioned. Yes, the unsubstantiated ramblings of an anonymous user have caused me to miss my class. That seems pretty unhealthy.
::sigh::
Sometimes I feel like thinking about Naomi and going to law school are two mutually exclusive activities because of the extraordinary time both require. And yet I would universally choose the former over the later.
I was thinking a little about what I would do if she took out a restraining order against me. I really don't know. I hope it wouldn't send me into another mental breakdown because I'm sure law school would be much less forgiving of that than college was. Part of me thinks the best reaction would be to tell my side of the story completely uncensored here. But another part of me thinks it would be best for all concerned if I just shut up and channeled everything inside.
Life is so complicated.
I wish I could be with Naomi right now as her boyfriend filling every minute of her birthday with the most fun she's ever had and presents encompassing everything materially she wants in life.