GF tried to kill me

[Askaladd]

I was vacationing at her house (this is in a foreing country to mine). I was adding stuff to my habit tracker and it turned into an argument. She asked why I need a habit tracker and I told her that it is not her business, since she dislikes it and my diary. This turned into an argument where she told me to leave if I don't tell her what I have written inside the tracker. I said fine I will leave. She stood up and tried to throw me out but I insisted on taking my things first. She didn't agree and was actively trying to push me out while I was putting them in my bag. Eventually I got all my important stuff in the bag and left.

Some of my less important stuff got left behind. I asked her if I could come get it. At first she said no but she had a sudden change of heart and told me to get the stuff. I knew what would happen. She had threatened to kill me before with a knife via text. I knew she would have a knife and try attack me but I thought it will be fine. As she opened the door she wasn't holding anything. I looked around and there was no knife. I moved towards the table where my stuff was. I looked back and she took a knife from her jacket on the wall. She told me she will kill me.

We stood off for minutes with the knife pointed at me. Since I have a titanic strength, speed and size advantage I managed to disarm her. I put the knife on the floor and kicked it behind me. Now she was hitting and kicking me over and over again trying to get to the knife. I tried to not inflict any pain. I wrestled her while being hit. To be fair her attacks did not hurt me at all physically. Mentally I was wrecked. She was crying out of anger, sadness and despair. I really had to hold it together to not cry.

We fought for some minutes. Eventually I kicked the knife under the bed, took my stuff and left. I feel horrible for her. Her whole life has been full of trauma and betrayal. I have been a terrible friend to her. I have never caused any physical pain or attack towards her, but have caused her to suffer from my actions. I haven't been fit to be her boyfriend or help her.

The lesson is that you shoulnd't get into relationships if you aren't ready for it or don't feel an absolute desire for her.

 

[BackInTheGame78]

The lesson is you shouldn't date women who are walking giant red flags and ignore them because you are desperate.

 

[BackInTheGame78]

OP, I need to ask you a serious question.

What is your purpose in life?

When I see people who find themselves with women like this in these type of situations combined with the other things you have posted, I see a man with no intrinsic purpose in their life and they try to find purpose and meaning through someone else.

 

[sevbucmash]

She has crazy high IL.

 

[Doctor Europeo]

You probably have been posting about this girl ever since you joined as a member. Many of us told you to stay away from her, but you didnt listen; you kept making excuses to stay in her orbit instead.

Now things are escalating and getting worse. When will you say "enough is enough"?

Next Troll Post on SoSuave: "My gf tried chopping my d1ck off while I was sleep. What do I do guys?"

 

[BPH]

@Askaladd didn't I suggest blocking her and calling the police if she tried to blackmail you last time you posted about this girl? Something about putting her on suicide watch as well?

Your entire existence on this forum has been this girl. You broke up with her, and I thought you might be making progress, but clearly not.

You are co-dependent, and until you find your balls and stop being lazy, you're gonna keep defaulting to this chick because you think you owe her crazy a** something.

Man, the f*** up and listen to the advice you're given; I'm tired of reading about this girl.

 

[corrector]

Are you sure you didn't break a Wish Willow stick with her?

 

[BillyPilgrim]

Leave you dingbat or she's going to kill you in your sleep.

 

[BaronOfHair]

@Askaladd Sounds like she's not that into you anymore

 

[zekko]

This sounds like a warning story to passport bros.

 

[crowolf]

Go to therapy already and find what part of her broken psyche you are pulled into because it reminds you of childhood experiences with your parents or whatever the trauma is.

 

[Lean Baby Face]

Scary to think many women like this walks around freely in society only waiting for the next simp to be entrapped so they can ruin their next sacrifice, whether mentally or physically. Sounds exactly like my ex-wife, who also had massive anger and violence issues, as well as a skyhigh fragile ego that would go ape**** if I dared defending my stance the slightest. Avoid these women like the plague, especially this criminal, and never look back!